Sunday, July 08, 2007

Funny Messages

I read on the newspaper that sending text messages causes a radiation that is cancerous. That's why I have decided to stop - to stop reading newspapers.

Why do I miss you? Because you make me smile. You are so kind. You are so sweet. You are very funny. And most of all, because you are not texting me any more. That's why.

When you are in love, you wish you were married. When you are married, you wish you were in love.

The rain makes all things beautiful, the grass and flowers too. But if rain really makes all things beautiful, why doesn't it rain on you?

Whenever I hear people say something bad about you, like when they say that you are not cute enough, I would always come to your defense and say "She's trying to be one naman a!"

I hate blackout. Never mind the aircon, never mind TV and stereo, never mind the internet. But if I could not recharge my cell phone so I could keep texting, that's another point. I hate blackout.

Every time I hold her hand, I feel like holding my cheek. She always slaps me on the face.

The only people whom I greet "Good morning" are those who are smart, cute and malakas ang sex appeal. So, pano ba yan? E di good afternoon na lang sayo!

"Learn to appreciate art," I told my girlfriend. She said, "How could I appreciate you, then?"

You've got sex appeal, you've got style, you've got intelligence, and you've got class. You've got the face and you've got the body but I've got the wrong number… Sorry ha, mali pala!

We hate others for imitating us. We are irritated by their attitude.

Kung akala mo importante ka sa akin, kung akala mo may tiwala ako sayo, kung akalamo namimiss kita at kung akala mo friend kita…Korek ka dyan!

I'm sure you were born in this world as a cute baby. Now that you're a grownup, I have one question..... What happened?

Someday you may lose your hair, you may lose your teeth, your money and even lose your mind. But one thing you will never lose - your good looks, coz you can never lose what you don't have!

I had a dream about you. Nasa heaven daw tayo with two angels. Your angel is cute but mine is not, so tampo ko. I asked why cute ang angel mo. They said: "Balance of nature".

Why do we sleep? Because we need to take a break from texting. Have a nice dream while texting.

How can you know if a person is cute? First, he or she has a poor memory. Second - umn … I forgot na!

Our friendship means a lot to me, that if we were the last people on a sinking ship and there's only one life vest, I'll..uhm.. ah.. eh..I'm gonna miss you for sure!

Naiinis ako! Naiinis ako! Naiinis ako! Naiinis ako! Naiinis ako! Naiinis ako! Kasi sabi nila cute daw ako kapag naiinis ako! Kaya, Naiinis ako! Naiinis ako! Naiinis ako! Naiinis ako! Naiinis ako!

Reporter: How does it feel to become a millionaire?
Millionaire: Sad, because I am not a billionaire.

I've just heard a funny joke. I can't stop laughing. Hahahaha! Want to hear it. Biruin more…..cute ka raw? Hahahaha!

While walking down the street, I heard an old man say "I've been in love with the same woman for almost 50 years now." I was touched until I heard him say "I wish she knew."

Bakit exciting ang text? 1. Kasi pwedeng magpacute and pangit. 2. Pwedeng single ang married 3. Sa text bida ang sinungaling 4. Sa text bistado ang kuripot.

Smile is the secret to stay young and cute. Naks, bakit ka nakangiti?

What is the difference between cute and feeling cute? Cute is the one who sent this and feeling cute is the one reading this. He...He...he... Text mo sa iba para ikaw naman ang cute!

I may not be your PEPSI choice of the new generation; I may not be your COKE, only the real thing; or your NIDO, world's no. 1 but I can be your REXONA I won't let you down.

I'm thinking u. I want to be with u. I am longing for u. I have a crush on u. I want to hug and kiss u. I love u. Ikaw, love mo rin ba ang letter u?

If you are alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. If you need money, wait for your salary.

No matter how sad, no matter how sick, I feel better just thinking of you... But I'm happier each time I send you a message 'coz I know I'll be disturbing you!

If they say "Good looks could kill", then please don't look at me! I don't wanna see you die!

Anong animal ang hindi sigurado? Eh di BAKA! Ano naman ang pinutol? E di CAT! E ano naman and laging ayos? E di OX! Ano ang laging nauuntog? E di DOG! E ano naman ang pangit? E di COW!

I sent an angel to watch over you last night while you were sleeping. She went back to me and said ang cute mo raw. Sinampal ko nga. Mali ang binantayan.

Between the thousand yesterdays and a million tomorrows, there's only one today and I wouldn't let this day pass without saying this to you - ang cute ko, grabe!

When I say good morning, it means I'm thinking of you. When I say take care, it means I care for you. When I say ang cute mo, antok lang ako. Tulog na ko.

I saw someone at the mall. So cute, smart-looking, simple, elegant, and looks like a celebrity. Kainis paglapit ko nauntog ako. Salamin pala!

Just got my medical exam results. Malala na ang sakit ko. Everyday lalo akong gumaganda at wala raw gamot dito. But don't worry, di daw nakakahawa. Safe ka.

You're like my asthma, you take my breath away. Like dandruff; I can't get you off my head. Like my car, you drive me crazy. Like dentures, I can't smile without you.

Fifty years from now, tanda na ko nun! Di na cute, wala ng appeal, uugud-ugod, nguya nganga, dala baston. Pero pag uso pa ang text, iti text pa rin kita.

You think I'm nice, I think you're nice. You think I'm kind, I think you're kind. You think I can be trusted, I think you can. You think I'm cute, and I think you're right.

You can buy gifts but not love. You can pretend smile but not happiness. You can lie to others but not to yourself. You can have another friend but not as cute as I am!

If you're like my pillow, you're huggable. If you're like my cell phone, you're smart. If you're my chocolate, you're sweet. If you're like me, grabe and cute mo naman!

Everything about you is perfect - your lips, your skin, your eyes, your body. Perfect! You're lucky to be born beautiful, not like me, who was born to be a big liar.

You'll never know who your friends are… till you stumble and fall. And till you feel his hands on your shoulder as he says, "Yan tatanga-tanga kasi".

Any man who can text while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the text the attention it deserves.

If you're not cute don't continue reading this.... Naks! yan ang gusto ko sayo eh, lakas ng fighting spirit mo! O pumipindot pa! Lupit mo!

A kiss can be a comma, a question mark, a colon, or an exclamation point... So don't dare to kiss me coz I might get crazy,?.!

The Pinoy politician does not fail to smile in front of the camera. Why? Guilt tickles when there is too much light.

This message was sent exclusively for the handsome and the beautiful. We have obviously sent it to the wrong number. We are truly sorry for the inconvenience.

Each of us has his own fear but sooner or later we must face it. It takes a lot of guts to overcome it. So don't be afraid to face your fear. Go ahead, take a bath. Good a.m.

Newsflash: Policemen saving a woman who appears to be jumping off a building. Policeman: Bumaba ka dyan maraming nagmamahal sa yo! Woman: Wag kayo makialam, di ako makapag -send!

If only I'm an angel, I'll protect you. I'll lend you my wings. I'll watch over you. But I'm not an angel, hawig lang.

When a veteran actor dies, women weep. When a young actor dies, girls cry, "Sayang!"

I don't know how to say this. We are friends but I can't get you out of my mind. This is wrong but you're the only one I could think of. This might break our friendship, but I have to say this. Pautang naman!

The smell of a woman should stay with you. The smell of a man should come to you as you go to him and leave you with only a memory, not a headache.

Kahit NISSAN ka STAREX ka ng buhay ko, masKIAnong mangyari, HONDA kitang pagMAZDAn at SUZUmpang SUZUKIlian ka ng buong katapatan. DODGE what friends are FORD!

A husband coming home from a confession and lifts his wife and carries her on his shoulder. Wife: Did the priest tell you to be so romantic like this? Husband: No, he told me to carry my cross.

What do you do when you see an extremely cute person? Ako, I stare at the person and smile, but when I get tired, I just put the mirror down. Nakakangawit eh!

No one is too fat to run, except the Pinoy policeman.

Help! Nasa presinto ako. Nahuli kasi ako while I was working kanina. The charge was possession of cute face. I had no choice but plead guilty. Lakas ng ebidensya nila e!

How to spot a texter? 1. may muscle ang thumb 2. barok magsalita 3. may bangga ang auto 4. laging nakayuko 5. nakasimangot dahil di makasend.

Five reasons why I keep texting you: 1. You made me feel welcomed 2. You made me smile 3. You appreciate my thoughts 4. You spend time reading my messages 5. Di ako kuripot tulad mo!

When you feel left out and all alone, just try to close your eyes for a moment and think of me. Afterwards, you will suddenly smile and say, text ko nga ang cute na yon!

Ang ganda ng umaga because of you. Ang ganda ng dream ko, it was all about you. Ang sakit ng ulo ko, puro you na lang ng you. Sabi ni doc, maybe because I miss you.

When she talks about the town, she calls it news. When the town talks about her, she calls it 'tsismis'.

I looked at the sky. The sky is beautiful. I looked at you. I looked at the sky na lang ulit.

Money will buy a bed but not sleep, food but not appetite, amusement but not happiness. You see, money is not everything. Therefore, if you have too much, please send it to me ASAP!

I'm afraid to die not because it will hurt or I don't know what will happen, but because I might be waiting for you in Heaven and be disappointed.

Some people choose friends who are thoughtful and caring. Some prefer those who are smart and good looking. When you chose me, pinakyaw mo na lahat.

Everyone, except me, wants to become a millionaire. I want to become a billionaire.

I know you've got plenty of friends. Some are old, some are new. Some are false, some are true. I may not be your perfect friend, but one thing I will always be - the cutest you've got.

I live a very difficult life. I'm always hurt! Whenever people call me cute, good looking, smart and lovable, I'm always hurt! Totoo pala, the truth hurts!

I asked my guardian angel for a friend whom I can love forever. She gave me you. And so I called on her again and asked: "Wala na bang iba?"

Yesterday is history.... Tomorrow is a mystery.... Today is a gift.... That's why its called the present!

I'm not sure what life could bring you. I'm not sure if dreams do come true. I'm not sure what love can do. But I'm sure about one thing. Cute tayo.

Let go of the one who makes you cry. Let go of the one who breaks your heart. Let go of the one who causes you much pain. But never let go of me because mahirap maghanap ng cute na ka-text.

People are always looking for cute ones, the perfect ones, the gorgeous ones, the smart ones, the sweet ones. Lagi na lang ako! Ako! Ako!

If you save this message, it means cute ako. If you edit it, cute pa rin ako. If you delete it, naiinggit ka kasi cute ako. Pero kung ipoforward mo, pinagkakalat mong cute ako.

What's the difference between pleasure and torture? Pleasure is thinking of you and torture is thinking of you too much.

I'm so sorry for not telling you this before. You ought to know how smart, cute, witty, sweet, charming, alluring and wonderful you are!... I didn't know I've influenced you that much!

Others say life is unfair. Well, it's true. Others are jealous of you. And they really should be. Wanna know why? Hmmm… coz you have a cute text mate like me.

Playboy, speaking to a girl: "I want you to know that I value our relationship very much. In fact, I find you as my most favorite girlfriend."

Newsflash: Police are looking for a suspect who's smart, sexy, witty and very gorgeous. They've already eliminated you from the list of suspects. Where do you think I should hide?

If I were to make a dictionary: CUTE=you; SWEET=you; THOUGHTFUL=you; GOOD LOOKING=you; GORGEOUS=you; LIAR=me!

When somebody who's deeply in love with you tells you that you're cute, beautiful, and angelic, I agree. That's true, believe me, I swear. Cause love is blind!

Those innocent eyes... Those kissable lips... A great smile... The perfect walk... Smoothest talk... Absolutely gorgeous.. That's enough bout me. How about you?

When I was lost, you were there. When I was down, you were there. When I was bankrupt, you were there. When I almost died, you were there... Teka, baka ikaw ang malas sa buhay ko!

It takes patience to keep a nagging wife; fortune to keep an ambitious wife; four eyes to keep a pretty wife.

Dear fellow texters, Due to Globeline problems, we are experiencing delayed messages. This is why as early as now I would like to greet you a Merry Christmas.

Trivia: Having a good laugh with friends stimulates endorphins, the brain's natural painkillers. So if you need to laugh and you can't find a friend, I can lend you a mirror.

When he was five years old, he wanted to become a lawyer. Now that he is a lawyer, he acts like a five-years old.

There are now three ways of describing a glass with water half of its volume. It is either half-full, half-empty or half-safe to drink.

He loves his girlfriend more when she is not around.

I may not be Pepsi, the choice of the new generation. I may not be Coca Cola, only the real thing. I may not be Nido, the world's number 1 but I can be PLDT, clearly for you.

Nasa bundok ka, mahuhulog cell phone mo at girlfriend mo, anong gagawin mo? Magpakatotoo ka brother! Sagipin mo ang cell phone mo at sigaw mo sa girlfriend mo, text na lang kita!.

Someone claimed that Maria Clara could not be the model of Filipino women. "History never mentioned that she brushed her teeth," was the explanation.

The only person who can make her smile is a dentist.

Looks may capture the eyes but it's the personality that captures the heart. Kainis, I have both.

I wrote your name in the sky but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand but the water washed it away. I wrote your name every where! Hinuli ako ng pulis!

When you feel that nobody loves you, that nobody cares, when all you can do is cry and walk away because everyone is against you, then you are the weakest link. Goodbye!

At this moment 3.7 million are sleeping, 2.3 million are falling in love, 4.1 million are eating and only 1 cutie in the whole world is reading this message. Naks! Nakangiti na yan!
Bible Verses


Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty, who was, and is, and is to come. (Revelation 4:8 in part)

The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God stands forever. (Isaiah 40:8)

Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your Heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? (Matthew 6:26)

For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is His love for those who fear Him; as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us. (Psalm 103:11-12)

Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good. His love endures forever. (Psalm 136:1)

For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. (Romans 3:23)

For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 6:23)

Jesus: I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. (John 14:6)

Just as man is destined to die once, and after that to face judgment, so Christ was sacrificed once to take away the sins of many people; and He will appear a second time, not to bear sin, but to bring salvation to those who are waiting for Him. (Hebrews 9:27)

Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to men by which we must be saved. (Acts 4:12)

That if you confess with your mouth, Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. (Romans 10:9)

For God so loved the world He gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. (John 3:16)

Jesus: I am the light of the world, whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life. (John 8:12)

No one who denies the Son has the Father; whoever acknowledges the Son has the Father also. (I John 2:23)

Jesus: I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies, and whoever lives and believes in me will never die. (John 11:25-26)

Jesus: I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty. (John 6:35)

Jesus: If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him. (John 7:37-38 in part)

Whoever hears God's word and believe in Him who sent Jesus Christ has eternal life. He has crossed over from death to life. (John 5:24)

Yet to all who received Him, to those who believed in His name, He gave the right to become children of God. (John 1:12)

Jesus: Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. (Matthew 10:39)

Jesus: I tell you the truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again. (John 3:3)

God has given us eternal life, and this life is in His Son. He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son does not have life. (I John 5:11-13)

Jesus: Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me. To him who overcomes, I will give the right to sit with Me on My throne, just as I overcame and sat down with my Father on His throne. (Revelation 3: 20-21)

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come. (2 Corinthians 5:17)
Wise Quotes


Never rush in love for it never runs out. Let love be the one to knock at your door, so by the time you start to fall, you know that your feeling is for sure.

Love has its ups and downs, its twists and turns. Love leaves you pain, teaches you until you learn and even if love takes so long, it always takes you to where you belong.

Women listen to music because they are in love. Men listen to music because they want to fall in love.

Some people don't get any respect at all because they are asking for the respect they deserve.

You don't marry someone you can live with. You marry the person who you cannot live without.

There is no such a thing as ignorance, but only degrees of wisdom.

Love is not about finding the right person, but creating the right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end, coz love is all there is.

Traffic. The black spell that makes commuters forget they are in love.

Love and stars are similar in one way. They keep you looking up every night.

There are two things rain helps improve: agricultural production and Philippine population.

It's better to lose your pride with someone you love, rather than lose that someone with your useless pride.

The greatest test of courage on earth is to bear defeat without losing heart.

When everything goes wrong, push! When you wish for something, push! When people don't understand, push. When you wish for love, P-ush U- ntil S-omething H-appens!

Guilt: The inner voice that tells us that Someone may be looking.

Being single is cool. No worrying about anyone, no obligations and best of all, no heartaches. But you know what? If you will never get your heart broken, you will never learn to love.

Looking at men who are drunk is a mistake. Looking at women who are drunk is a temptation.

Women fall in love through their ears, and men through their eyes.

Each of us is a star. Sometimes we shine with the rest. Sometimes we twinkle alone. Sometimes when we least know it, we make someone's wish come true.

Home is the only place where one does not get homesick.

Every ten seconds, somewhere on this earth, there is a woman giving birth to a child. She must be found and stopped.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and most often in the tongue of the liar.

A person is happy if he has a problem and enjoys solving it.

Girls are like cell phones, they like to be held and talked to, but press the wrong button and you're disconnected. Guys are like buses. If you miss that one, another will be along soon.

It's good to have money and the things that money can buy, but it's good too to check up once in a while and make sure that you haven't lost the things that money cannot buy!

In love, there is always one who kisses and one who offers the cheek.

Relationships are like traffic signs 1-way, 2-way, do not enter, no U turn, no left turn, but the best so far is give way and keep right.

Being happy all the time is kind of boring.

When you love somebody, be ready to take the intensity of emotions. Be jealous, anxious. Love with all your might. Take the pain and everything that comes with it. Just make sure that the person is worth it.

Words and hearts should be handled with care... for words when spoken and hearts when broken are the hardest things to repair.

It's amazing how one person can bring you so much happiness and pain in your life. Maybe it's really love knocking when he can make you so happy that you forget all the pains. So don't forget all the happiness when he breaks your heart.

It takes three seconds to say I love you, three minutes to explain, three hours to demonstrate, three days to appreciate, three terms to produce it, but a lifetime to prove it.

The best thing about an enemy is that he tells the truth about you.

Say good about yourself and you'll be called arrogant; say bad about yourself and you'll be believed.

Some flowers grow best in the sun; others do well in the shade. God plants us where we grow best and gives us loved ones to grow with.

There is no absolute freedom. When your girlfriend says, "I love you", that is her freedom. But then again, will you let her say, "I love you" to every man.

Love can never be taught for it is to be learned; love can never be bought for it is to be given; love can never be kept for it is to be free; love can never be old for it lives to last a lifetime.

When a battered wife learns to fight back, blame the husband. He showed signs of weakness. When a battered husband learns to fight back, blame the wife. She took too far.

Love is magic. The more we hide it, the more it shows; the more you suppress it, the more it grows.

It is always a pleasure to listen to persons bragging about their humility.

We forgive those who bore us but cannot forgive those whom we bore.
Inspirational Messages



Why do we close our eyes when we sleep, when we cry, when we imagine, when we kiss? Because the most beautiful thing in the world is unseen.

When you run so fast to get somewhere, you miss the fun of getting there. Life is not a race, so take it slower. Hear the music before the song is over.

Life is a mixture of sunshine and rain, teardrops and laughter, pleasure and pain. Just remember, there was never a cloud that the sun couldn't shine through.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear.

When you born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you are the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Love is as beautiful as two people choose to make it!

A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.

Life is like a book. Each day is a new page. May your book be a bestseller with adventures to tell, lessons to learn and tales of good deeds to remember.

A smile is a language even a baby understands. It costs nothing but it creates much. It happens in a flash but the memory of it may last forever. Keep on smiling!

The happiest person doesn't have the best of everything in life. Perhaps he is just good in making the best of everything that life brings along his way. Stay happy always!

Learn to appreciate the rainbow after cursing the rain. It's just like loving again after experiencing the pain!

The beauty of life does not depend on how happy you are, but on how happy others can be... because of you. God Bless!

It is the heart that makes a man rich. He is rich according to what he is, not according to what he has. Hello to one of the richest persons I know. God Bless!

It's not the possession of good things that bring happiness. It is the ability to enjoy what comes. Happiness is an attitude.

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it would come to you when you least expect it.

In words, love can be read. In actions, love can be measured. But others don't know that even in silence, love can be heard.

No one can go back and make a new beginning, but anyone can start from now and make a happy ending.

When you find a dream inside your heart, don't ever let it go.... for dreams are the tiny seeds from which beautiful tomorrows grow.

Smile when in leisure. Smile when in pain. Smile when troubles pour like rain. Smile when someone hurt your feelings, coz you know, smiling always starts the healing!

Every teardrop is precious so better make sure that if you drop some, its worth crying for, coz you can never pick them and put them back to your eyes. Love wisely!

Life they say is touch and go. Some people you know may only be there for a time. Some may go away but people who find you special will always find ways to stay.

One measure of friendship consists not in the number of words that friends can discuss, but in the number of words they need no longer mention.

Life's a game, sometimes you win, sometimes you lose. But no matter what your cards in life, whether club, spade, or diamond, always remember - never play without a heart!

Remember - you are worth not for what you have, not even for who you are, but for what others have become because of you. Wish you the best!

When things go wrong don't go blue. Just pray and say I will get through. Always remember God Loves You!

To be strong one should have faith in one's self and trust in one's strength. It takes strong heart to overcome every hardship that will come. Have faith in yourself and believe.

Life is a one-way street. No matter how many detours you take, none of them leads back. So enjoy life every moment as none of them will happen the same way again.

The world is full of beauty when your heart is full of love. So start and end your day with love and smile in your heart. Have a peaceful day.

Valuing a person is not merely seeing each other everyday. What counts most is that somehow in our busy life, we remember each other even just by saying "Take care".

We are never given dream without also being given the power to make them come true.

Life can give you a hundred reasons to cry, but you can give life a thousand reasons to smile. Good a.m.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

The After School Dilemma

I miss school. I miss going to school. I miss my professors. I miss Tayuman. I miss Lerma. I miss ate sa xeroxan,ate sa lerma na kinakainan namin,ate sa canteen sa baba ng AB. I miss the chapel. I miss freedom park. I miss the library and the e-lib. I miss waking up to go to school. I miss my blockmates. I miss the walls of AB. I miss Recto. I miss hanging out at the Ever mall. I miss Hyuuna. I miss walking to school. I miss eating sizzling porkchop,tapa at togue. I miss my college life.I miss it desperately that I wish could go back.


I spent 14 years of my life studying and going to school. I spent those whole long years waking up so early in the morning to eat my breakfast then I'm off to school. I listen to my teachers and professors. I eat my lunch and then my snack with my friends and classmates. I go home then watch tv and review and then sleep. I also play sometimes then the next day I wake up again.


It is so hard to forget this feeling that I won't be going back to school for quite sometime now. It is so hard to get over the fact that I got old and eventually graduated. I wanted to be like what I was these past 14 years and remain still there. But I couldn't because I had to grow up. I had to learn to deal outside the walls of school. I had to face the world of reality waiting for me.


They were really right after all. This has been the proof of that theory.That you'll miss going to school so bad, you wanted to die. That is what I'm feeling right now. But I wanted to have a good job, doing what I'm good at and be happy with what I'm doing. But as the thing goes,life will not be easy to give me that wish so fast. No, definitely no,that is why I need to try my luck on something even though it's not what I really wanted. That's life, you won't get that something you really wanted without working hard and trying out something else first.


But I like school better, I like it better that I hate leaving it. I miss the life I used to have because it is less complicated than the life of a working person. All you need to think about is study and pass. Though,it was hell as hard too like anything else in the world, I still love it wholeheartedly. The life of a working person is a far cry from the life of a student. It is a lot complicated and there are a lot of things to be prepared of and they can be really damn so hard that it can break you.


We all need to grow up and pace up with life. We need to evolve to a better person. That is why I'm having a big difficulty of getting over the life I really love. I do not need to really forget my life as a student. I just have to move on to bigger and wilder things.But this has to be done slowly and carefully.I miss it so much that it's so hard to transfer and change my state of mind from a student to a working person. The transition is a really difficult thing to do that is why I'm here writing my feelings out.


I will always miss and love school and my college life. There will always be a part of me with that student spirit because my life as a student was a big chunk of the person I am now. It was a big part of my development and evolution. And it will always be one of the big factor of what I will become in the future.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

What About Kennedy

This is supposed to be What about Brian, the new tv series on ABC but this has given me an inspiration to write this.

What about Kennedy. Kennedy, was a classmate of mine during highschool so we've known each other for quite a long time now for almost 8 years. So what about him that's so interesting? I don't know if there is really something interesting about him. Maybe it's just me, so dumb being stuck with him until now. So dumb to even believe he'll ever change.What's with him that makes me still and can't leave his sight?Maybe that's because I was so stupid that I fell for him.

It was all my fault because I allowed this to happen. First mistake, I fell for him. Second, i tolerated him. Third, I tolerated him a lot more. Fourth, I assured him that I'll always be there. And lastly, I am still in love with him til now.

He's a sucker at being insensitive. He's very good at this. He never says sorry and seldom says thank you. He doesn't even appreciate all those things I've done for him.I know he gave me a watch but if it were'nt for the favor I did for him I'm absolutely sure he wouldn't do it. Let's face it, people most of the time don't do something willingly without any reason at all. And he's absoulutely one of those.Or we went out once for him to treat me at Starbucks. He would surely refuse if thre were'nt any reason of him doing it.

If I'm quite mysterious then he's a lot more mysterious than me. Whenever I ask him about him and YOU KNOW WHO, he immediately changes the topic.He's so unpredictable and it's so difficult to figure his whirwind brain and personality. He's the kind of person who has lot of excuses ready. He never wants to be the one who is working hard for someone. He does things always with a reason.He never wants to feel sorry or to feel ashamed.He acts like he's gooa at evrything. He's so proud of himself and feels like he's the best looker in the world.But one thing's for sure, he is my first love but I hope to leave this feeling out in the dark sooner than later.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007




ichiruki forever!!!
"Stay With Me"
Danity Kane
The Ichiruki Theme Song

[Verse 1]
Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere
I Reach Out, For You, But Your Not There
So I Stood, Waiting, In The Dark
With Your Picture, In My Hands
Story Of a Broken Heart

[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

[Verse 2]
I'm Trying And Hoping, For The Day
When my touch is enough
To Take The Pain Away
Cause I've Searched For So Long
The Answer Is Clear
We'll be OK if We Don't Let It Disappear

[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's it Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

[Verse 3]
I've searched my heart over
So many many times
No you and I, is like no stars to light the sky at night
Our Picture Hangs Out Of Tune
Remind Me Of The Days
You Promised Me We'd Always
And Never Go Away
That's Why I Need You To Stay

[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

[Fades]
oooo.. oh oh
don't leave
so I stay waiting in the dark...

ichigo kurosaki: my new love.hehe...

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Just So You Know
Artist:Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
I wonder why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

mmoooh

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know


****Just So You Know and Tell Him is dedicated to him. You know who you are even if you really don't care.
Tell Him
Reverse version of Tell Her
Artist:Jesse McCartney

I know how it feels
To wake up without him
Lying here all alone
Just thinking about him

I can't believe
His hold on me
It's something indescribable
I know he knows
But won't you please

If you see my guy
Just tell him i miss his smile
Tell him I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing that i could never live without
Oh oh oh oh
Tell him I love him
Oh yeah
Just tell him I love him

The way that he moves
You know what it does to me
When I catch his eye
I can hardly breathe

Still can't believe
His hold on me
He's just so indiscribable
I know he knows
But won't you please

If you see my guy
Just tell him i miss his smile
Tell his I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing that i could never live without
Oh oh oh oh
Tell him I love him

Every time that I'm around him
I just go to pieces crushing, tumbling to the ground
I'm so glad I found him

I know how it feels

If you see my guy
Just tell him i miss his smile
Tell him I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing that i could never live without
Oh oh oh oh
Just tell him I love him

If you see my guy
Just tell him i miss his smile
Tell him I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing that i could never live without
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
And tell him I love him
Just tell him I love him
What About Now
Artist: Chris Daughtry
Album: Daughtry
Year: 2006


Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
What About Now Lyrics
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Monday, June 04, 2007

"Hope is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense regardless of how it turns out."



"Become a possibilitarian. No matter how dark things seem to be or actually are, raise your sights and see possibilities -- always see them, for they're always there."
Norman Vincent Peale

Friday, June 01, 2007

Abstract. Letters. Numbers.


Ngayon ko lang napansin na ang sukatan pala sa kakayahan ng tao ay sa pamamgitan ng galing nia sa abstract.Since kelan pa kaya na naging sukatan ito ng katalinuhan?! Eh di sana dapat me abstract subject na din sa mga university at colleges para pag grumaduate cla magaling sila sa abstract at maipapasa nila ang mga lecheng abstract exam nila.Eh di pag ganun madali sila magkakatrabaho.Di ba?!Logical talaga tong sinasabi ko. At bakit kelan pa naging useful ang abstract sa workplace. Mag-sosolve ka ba ng abstract pag nagtratrabaho ka na?!Absolutely not!maiimprove ba nyan ang performance at personalidad ng isang tao?! Hindi rin.Kung maibabalik ko lang ang panahon,di sana prinopose ko magkaron ng abstract subject ng lahat ng estudyante eh matuto at maging handa sa mga abstract exam nila.


Sa tingin mo kung tatanungin kita, ano ang tawag sa paso sa kamay?English ah pero ang pamimilian mo lang eh mga letra.first letter nun sagot na word.cge nga madali ba yan?hindi ba hindi?!pero di ko cnasabing gawin nilang super dali.ang sinasabi ko lang maging reasonable naman sana. Eh panu kung iba ung tawag dun na alm mo eh di iba sasagot mo.Bat di na lang gawing salita talaga.Sinasadya ba talaga nilang gawin xa super komplikado para wlang o konti lang makapasa?!


Math,isa sa mga isinusumpa kong salita. Kung ang inaapplyan mo eh clerk at pag-eexamin ka ng exam na me what is the 3/4 of blah blah.me sense ba xa?magiging useful ba to sa pagiging clerk mo?hindi xempre.mag-cocompute ka ba ng 3/4 3/5 putang ina sa pagiging clerk mo.Hindi! Di mo naman kelangan yan eh bast marunong ka ng basic,+ - x / sapat na dapat un.pero anu ba ang hinahanp nila ung marunong ng mga yan?!di ba napaka-illogical?!pwede pa cgruo kung architecture,engineer,chem eng,pahrmacy ka whatever o nursing eh hindi nmana eh.


Sila ba,pinagdaanan kaya nila ito?!sa tingin ko hindi pero bakit ganun na lang sila kung magpahirap ng tao.hindi naman nila alam ang pakiramdam pero patuloy pa din sila.


naiiba talaga ang mundo.nakakainis.kasalanan ko nga ba na di ako naging magaling sa math,abstract at sa letter letter na yan?!Cum Laude ako pero di diayn nasusukat ang kakayahan ko at ng iba pang tao. Di jan nakikita ang kaya gawin ng isang tao at lalong di dyan nakikita ang talino.


Msakit para sakin ang ma-reject na sunud sunud dahil sa di ko naipasa ung exam.Sinasabi ba ngayon nila na bobo ako dahil di ko mapasa nag exam nila?!pero bakit me mga taong di nakapag-aral di tapos ng college sa tingin mo kaya nila yun xempre hindi pero nagtagumpay sila dahil me talento sila matalino sila at kaya nila .di dahil sa abstract,simple arithmetic at letters.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Home
Chris Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old.
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.
CaTcH mE iM fALLinG
tOnI gOnZaGa
Theme Song: Which Star Are You From?

catch me i'm fallin
toni gonzaga

i don't know why
but when i look in your eyes
i felt something that seems so right

you've got yours i've got mine
i think i'm loosing my mind
coz i shouldn't feel this way

catch me i'm falling for you
and i don't know what to do

how can time be so wrong
feel so right all along
catch me i'm falling for you
how can time be so wrong
for love to come along
catch me i'm falling for you

maybe someday i see
why love did this to me
coz i can't go all along pretending
that love isn't here to stay
catch me i'm falling for you...ohhh

catch me i'm falling for you....
how can time be so wrong
feel so right all along
catch me i'm falling for you..

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

I Can't Make You Love Me
Nina

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don’t patronize
Don’t patronize me

‘Cause I can’t make you love me If you don’t
You can’t make your heart feel something it won’t
Here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart, and I’ll feel the power
But you won’t, no you won’t
And I can’t make you love me
If you don’t

I’ll close my eyes and then I won’t see
The love you do not feel, when you’re holding me
Morning will come, and I’ll do what’s right
Just give me till then, to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

And I can’t make you love me if you don’t
You can’t make your heart feel something it won’t
And here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I’ll feel the power
But you won’t, no, you won’t
And I can’t make you love me
If you don’t

Ain’t no use in you trying
It’s no good for me baby without love
All my tears, all these years, everything I believed in
Baby
Oh yeah
Someone’s gonna love me

Saturday, May 26, 2007

deathrow

ika nga ng kapita-pitagang debater professor na si Sir Joeven... "at the end of the day, kailangan alam natin kung ano ba ang tunay na happiness na naaachieve natin sa lahat ng ating mga natamo o ginagawa." { this message was crop courtesy of blurred crystals.}

kakagraduate ko lang at di pa talaga naaalis sa sistema ko ang buhay kolehiyala.sana nag-aaral na lang ako,wlang katapusang pag-aaral.pag nag-aaral ka wla kang ibang problema, basta ipasa mo lahat ng subjects mo me allowance ka pa araw araw at pwede ka gumimik kahit kelan.sana ganun na lang pero di pwede eh.kelangan natin lahat mag-grow.

pagkatapos ng mayo,isang buwan na ang nakakalipas mula nun april na grumaduate ako.pagdating sa sikap at tiyaga,wla na cguro makakatalo sakin.bakit?april pa lang nag-aapply na ako at kung san san na ako nag-apply.pero sa sawing palad wla ako nakuha sa mga inapplayan ko nun april.ngayong mayo naman dapat me trabaho na ako.masayang masaya pa naman ako nun natanggap ako.inapplyan ko xa dahil admin asst ang nakalagay.so kala ko parang secretary.nun nagsimula ako iba ang nadatnan ko.para rin akong call center agent.nakaupo lang buong maghapon at nagtatawag.filing ko mamamatay na ako sa sobrang pagkaboring ng ginagawa ko.parang mccraan na ako.mag-iisang linggo pa lang ako pero di na ko nakatiis at umalis na ako.sabi ni kuya wag daw muna ako umalis hangat wla ako lilipatan.pero mahirap din maghanap habang andun pa ko.

ayoko kc ung tipo ng trabaho na nakaupo ka lang.di gumagalaw ang mga buto buto mo.di gumagalaw ang utak mo.pag ganun kc di ako matututo eh parang nakakulong lang ako sa iisang mundo,mundo ng pagtatawag.pero sa hirap ng buhay kung wla pa din ako makuha na trabaho nitong katapusan ng mayo,wla ako choice kundi magkol center muna.di ko naman sinasara ang pinto ko dito eh.ang punto ko lang ayoko magsettle agad sa kol center dahil eto ang madali,mabilis at malaki ang bayad.willing naman ako mag-umpisa sa mababang sweldo eh.kung gusto mo matuto kelangan mo mag-umpisa sa mababa.ako kc kung meron pa namang iba jan bakit ako magkokol center.ayoko sana pero kung wla pa din talaga,xempre last choice na.

filing ko kaming mga bagong graduates ay nasa deathrow.para kaming mga convicts na pag di ka nakahanap ng trabaho patay ka na.di ba ung mga convicts na asa deathrow alam na nila kung kelan ang huling araw nila sa mundo.kami naman siguro mga 3 0 4 buwan mula nun grumaduate ka ang deadline.pag lumamapas ka dun bitay ka na.

pero ako mas malala,parang katapusan na ng buhay ko pag di pa ko nagkatrabaho sa huling linggo ng mayo.filing ko ako ung pinakamabigat ang kaso sa lahat ng mga convicts na asa deathrow at ito ay sa kadahilanang cum laude pa ako.mabigat ang tungkulin na nakaatang sa akin at mas nararapat lamang na me mapatunayan ako.gusto ko sana sa june eh makapagsimula na ako.sa tingin ko naman di ako nagkukulang sa sipag at tiyaga at sa dasal.tiwala naman ako sa Diyos na di nia ako pababayaan dahil all this time di nia ako iniwan.


kea ako umalis dun sa dapat ay una kong trabaho dahil totoo ang sinabi ni kapita-pitagang Sir Joeven. At the end of the day,iisipin mo at kailangan alam mo kung ano ba ang kaligayahan na natatamo mo sa ginagawa mo.kaya cguro ayaw kong mag-kol center hanggat me iba pa dahil iniisip ko at the end of every day,anu nga ba ang kasiyahan na nakukha ko sa ginagawa ko.di ko rin naman masisi ang iba dahil praktikal lang sila,maaaring breadwinner kc cla.desisyon natin ang buhay natin kea di ko rin masisisi ang iba dahil kania kaniang choice tau.


kung tutuusin lahat ng tao ay nasa deathrow.maski mayaman ka man,mahirap o average man.dahil lahat tau ay may mga deadline.lahat tau ay may hinahabol at gustong gawin sa buhay.


nahihirapan na din ako at halos nawawalan na ako ng pag-asa pero di pa pwede sumuko dahil nagsisimula pa lang ako. at sinisiguro ko na di ako dadatnan ng katapusan.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Tell it to the Future
written 6/22/2006

It’s been seven years and seven months. That was in the year 1998 when I first met him. We were first year high schools then and he seemed to be a nice guy. He was very quiet, he barely talked during classes and most of the time I didn't recognize him in class. He was just another guy like anybody else around; this was my first impression on him.


A year passed and he didn't even know my name. We’re still classmates and just that nothing changed. But I was wrong; I thought it’s always going to be like that. He seemed to be not the guy I first saw that year. He changed a lot, he was such a whiner and he was very annoying. So he caught my attention but we were not in so good terms. We we're enemies, we we're not friends. As he began to annoy me each day of that year, something came up and it was unbelievable. I was slowly falling for him and I was unaware of it. I couldn't accept it because he was not the guy I imagined to be meant for me. But I denied it even if it was true. He had a crush that time, she was our classmate too. We parted ways the end of the school year as pure enemies. I never gave a hint that I actually liked him.

So another year came and he was still my classmate. This time, the feeling got even stronger but I always kept it in some place hidden. And things got more complicated this time around. An upper-class student had a crush on him and he told me before that he didn't like her. But to my surprise during our last year in high school I found out that she was already his girlfriend. I didn't ask him why or how it happened. I just acted like it was nothing to me and I was being unfair to myself but I had no choice.

We graduated but I never told him the truth because it's not right. I remember he gave me a candle of color blue with something shaped like a dolphin in the middle. I really love it because it was the only gift I have ever received from him.
We are now in our last year in college and I still manage to keep it and i have decided to keep it forever. She's still his girlfriend I think. But now we are friends and I'm just his friend. Though even if they happen to broke up, I still don't stand a chance that he would finally see me. It hurts that the person you love cannot love you back. But if in the future God will send him to me, I hope I still love him the way I love him now.

I surf the website of the movie The Lake house and there was an icon that says "TELL IT TO THE FUTURE". I saw letters there address to the future. I made a letter to myself that in the year 2012 when I will be 26 years old, if he is really meant for me then he will come and it will happen.

Monday, May 14, 2007

I Just Can't Live A Lie
Carrie Underwood


Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can’t watch you walk away

Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we’ve been through
Could I wake up without you every day?
Would I let you walk away?

No, I can’t learn to live without
And I can’t give up on us now

(Chorus)
Oh, I know I could say were through
And tell myself I’m over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can’t live a lie

Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me?
And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean

No, I can’t learn to live without
Ohh, so don’t you give up on us now

Ohh, I know I could say were through
And tell myself I’m over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can’t live a lie

Ohh, and I don’t wanna try

Ohhhh, I know I could say were through
And tell myself I’m over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can’t live a lie

I just can’t live a lie

But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I fail cause I, I just can’t live a lie

Oh, I cant live a lie x2
Don't Forget to Remember Me
Carrie Underwood

18 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they drug on and on
We were loading up that Chevy
Both tryin' not to cry
Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said
"Baby don't forget:

Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in the ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a Bible
If you ever lose your way

Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me"

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
and those bills there on the counter
Keep telling me I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's all right
Before we hung up I said
"Hey momma, don't forget:

to tell my baby sister I'll see her in the fall
And tell me-maw that I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me"

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but
Lord, I feel so small sometimes in this big ol' place
Yeah, I know there are more important things, but
Don't forget to remember me
Don't forget to remember me
"These Open Arms"
Clay Aiken

What if everything you ever took for granted, was gone?
And everything you ever thought was right, was wrong?
And what if everyone you ever loved was torn, from the pages of your life?
Would you reach out for tomorrow, or try to turn back time?

These open arms will wait for you
These open arms can pull us through
Between what's left and left to do
These open arms
These open arms
These open arms will wait for you

Did you really love the ones you said you loved, think twice.
And did you make a bit of difference in somebody elses life?
Tell me, is there someone you can count on when you need a friend?
Can you see I need a friend?

These open arms will wait for you
These open arms can pull us through
Between whats left and left to do
These open arms
These open arms
These open arms will wait for you

Surrendering high
Give in, stop questioning why
Open your heart up to love & you'll see you will find

These open arms will wait for you
These open arms can pull us through
Between what's left and left to do
These open arms
These open arms
These open arms
These open arms
These open arms will wait for you
A Thousand Days
Clay Aiken.

Through my eyes,
I have seen the world start spinning like a ball.
Stars light up and then fall for you.
So then what's a man like me supposed to do?
If I gave you the moon would you notice,
That I'm right beside you?

Well now a thousand days and thousand nights are not enough.
Cause I can't hold back the way I feel about my love.
Won't let it go, won't let it go.

And if the angels came, I'd fight them back to win your soul.
And when everything was said and done
They'd go back home.
And they oughta know, they oughta know.
That you're mine all mine

In my world,
You're the sun that shines and lights up the evening skies.
Clearing up the horizon, hold on.
Come with me and I will never let you down
Oh, and in this love we'll drown, this I promise you.
Cause they can't hold us down.
[ A Thousand Days lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

Well now a thousand days and thousand nights are not enough
Cause I can't hold back the way I feel about my love
Won't let it go, won't let it go.

And if the angels came, I'd fight them back to win your soul.
And when everything was said and done they'd go back home.
And they oughta know, they oughta know.
That you're mine all mine

I would do anything, just believe it.
Your love means everything ,and I need it.
Your heart won't lie,
Reach out for me...

Well now a thousand days and thousand nights are not enough.
Cause I can't hold back the way I feel about my love.
Won't let it go, won't let it go.
Cause you're mine all mine.

And if the angels came, I'd fight them back to win your soul.
And when everything was said and done they'd go back home.
They oughta know, they oughta know.
That you're mine all mine
"Starts With Goodbye"

I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.

[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.

[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Starts with goodbye,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
Na na na na na na na.

Saturday, May 12, 2007

It Rained... hard

May 10,2007


Nakakainis tong araw na to eh. Panu ba naman umulan ng malakas. Pero before that me nakakainis pang iba. Asa skul ako kc nga kinuha ko ung uniform ni Jackie sa skul. Tapos naginternet ako para makita ko nga sana ung video in jen pero wla tinanggal na ata ung video.Tapos mga 3:30PM me tumawag,syempre cnu pa nga ba di ba. Pumunta na lang daw ako sa terminal gudluk naman.Eh mejo nagbabadya na ang ulan ng mga oras na yun at ayoko pa umalis. Kun pwede nga lang eh sana pinadala na lang niya ung uniform. At sinabihan pa ko maarte. Eh kasi naman kung sana sinabi nia before na magkita tau ng ganito eh di sana ok eh wla naman eh.Ayun nagmamadali tuloy ako.Siempre umuwi pa ako,nagpalit ako. Pagdating ko dito sa bahai eh tumatawag na naman pero di naman nagsasalita tapos tumawag ulit bilisan ko daw. Pagdating ko dun nakita ko na siya agad at yung mama niya. Nakakahiya tuloy ako dun. Siguro dahil kaharap ko ang nanay ng taong lihim na minamahal ko.Tapos umalis na ako agad. Pagalis ko saka biglang umulan ng malakas. Wla ng lingon lingon diretso lang ako.



Tapos mga 7Pm ata ngtxt siya,salamat daw. Salamat siya dyan!Sabi ko salamat lang,eh si jacky nga inaaya mo pang ilibre,so unfair!Sinisingil ko na din kasi sia sa 100 dahil di ko pera un eh.So un nga papunta na nga sia dito sa bahay. Nun sabi nia na lumabas na ako. Cge labas ako pagtingin ko ayun naglalakad na kea naghintay na lang ako sa me labas ng gate.Maya maya narealize ko bat parang antagal at di pa din siya lumalapit.Pagtingin ko wla na sia,wla naman sia dun sa inuupuan nia nung wednesday. Hanap ako ng hanap pero wla ako makita. Ang tagal ko kea naghanap dapat papasok na ako. Tapos nakatalikod kc ako sa bahai biglang me gumulat sakin sa likod,sa part pa naman na me kiliti ako. Dahil sa gulat napasigaw ako. nakakahiya tuloy dahil me mga ibang tao nun sa labas. kainis talaga sia. Di man lang ako nakaganti sa kania.Binigai lang nia ung 100 the umalis na sia.



Tapos ngtxt sia,nahihia na daw sia skin.Pero ililibre nia sana ako pero mini stop lang yan ba nag nahihia?!Tapos biglang umulan ng malakas. Tinxt ko sia kung me payong sia,wla daw at basa na daw si habang naglalakad.Cra talaga di ba?!Nakita na ngang umulan kanina,di pa nagdala ng payong at naglakad pa. bakit daw di ko sia hinabol para payongan. Eh ba malay ko ba kung asan na sia nun umulan.Ayaw ko lang daw purke me work na ako. Anu naman connection nito?Nakakalimutan ko na daw sia. My God kung nakakalimutan ko na sia di sana di ko na ginagawa ang mga ginagawa ko.Hindi daw sia magkakasakit at bakit dadalawin ko daw ba sia pag nagkasakit sia.Hai nagpapaimportante na naman.Pero mabuti naman at nakauwi na din sia. Wish ko lang di ako nagdilang anghel sa pagkakasakit nia.

Monday, May 07, 2007

Reconciled?

May 7,2007 around 6:30PM

Should I call this reconciliation or what?!Dunno. Let's just assume it was okay.Atleast I didn't eat up my pride cause I wasn't the first one to "make paramdam" right! Cause it wasn't really only my fault. I was again doing my rounds at home,cooking and dishwashing. I did not have my phone with me. Someone's using it so I had no clue that someone's texting me. When I managed to get hold of it,I had four messages,all from the same person.( THE INSENSITIVE!)He said that he's coming by to u know give the claiming stub but that was 6:30PM and I read his text at 7:30PM.And his following text said that he was now outside and saying that I should reply. But ofcourse when I went out to see him,he wasn't there cause he already went home. Now,tell me my conscience,am I making him feel taken for granted? Maybe,quite. Sometimes,he needs to feel this once in a while. Then I said, he should just come some other time since he went home already. And that he shouldn't come from 6Pm to 8PM but too late he was already outside. I went out and he was there,so far from the gates of my house. At first, I screened him before going to him. And he had this new phone again! From his sweetheart Fabio again?!What's with him changing phones from time to time?!Nagyayabang ata to eh!

We acted like nothing happened. We're really weird. We fight and the next day we're okay without even any explanations or sorrys.We talked like we're very ok. We talked like I wasn't angry at him before. We talked like he didn't act "paimportansiya" before.I was used to him getting away like air so fast so I initiated it that he should go. But supringsingly, he said I should stay so we can talk. So fine with me we talk. About many things,why the hell is he telling everyone that I was a Cum Laude.His new damn gorgeous phone.His condo? That he's bored and he wants me to go there. That I'm pushing him to Jacky.That he didn't make sundo Jacky.His sisters uniform and school opening. Just those. And he was so makulit at making reminders that I should text him.

I don't really understand this kind of relationship we have or have we?!It's so weird and unusual cause we're not committed yet he's making me act like one.I can't figure him out. He's my friend yet I do not know still how his mind works since we weren't close during highschool. I just hope this kind of way we have doesnt go for long. BUt ofcourse I don't want to end it, I just want to clear things out so we can really be reconciliated.
Insensitive

May 05,2007 around 8:30PM

I was so busted with him. First is because maybe I was jealous. Second,is because he was so unreasonable and INSENSITIVE as always. He sent me a message around 6:30PM saying that he'll come by to give me the claiming stub. I didn't reply. Then he didn't show up. I was expecting him since I do this most of the time I just reply if he shouldn't come cause I'm not home yet. His defense was cause I didn't reply so he thought I wasn't home. I said, "That's it then ok don't give it to me anymore". He sensed that I was "masungit" that night. Then I said he shouldn't ask why. Then he laugh about it and joke about it. I flared up cause it wasn't funny ok!And I wasn't able to reply cause I'm doing something. Know what he said?! " Am I that least important which is not even worth a single text?"Wow! How dare he ever utter those words to me. I got angry cause how could he said that to me after everything I did for him and that was all he could say just cause I couldn't reply to him once. I don't deserve those words, I don't! I didn't get his point immediately but when I read it again,I understood it so I texted him. " If u don't want to talk to me,then let me talk. I didn't say that ur that least important,I just said I was doing something. And if that is true,then I shouldn't have been helping u all this time. So after all,u weren't really noticing and appreciating my help and efforts all those times cause you're saying this to me."

Friday, May 04, 2007

Wait For You
Elliott Yamin.


I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me

Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …
Jealousy, Bitterness, Realization, Difference.

It was Thursday May 3,2007,10PM and I just came home from Mandaluyong and there was this big fire at Aberdeen Court in Quezon City that I just recently passed by. Alam mo un,kampante na ako kasi makakapagpahinga na ako tas bigla ako tinawag ni mg jay. Kala ko naman phone call hindi pala,paglabas ko ng door nakita ko si jacky,nabigla ako kc kahapon kausap ko lang xa. Tas paglingon ko andun pala c kennedy. Sabi ko magakasama kau,san kau galing sa kanila. Tapos un kwentuhan at me mga times na sila lang nagkakaintindihan kasi ung mga bestfriends nila eh naging mag-on kea di ako makakrelate.

Alam mo un,un simpleng magkasma sila sa gabi was not a good idea to me. Me history kasi yan eh,nun highschool kasi close yan until now naman lalo na naun na d2 na si jacky.So parang the mere thought of it na andito na siya at magkasama pa sila was like hell to me. Pero I'm not saying na I wasn't happy to see her. Siyempre natuwa naman ako un nga lang something related ke kennedy ang ayoko.Akala ko dala na niya ung claiming stub hindi pala.At nalaman ko na wla naman talga siyang planong pumunta dito. Ganito kasi yun eh,it's either c jacky ang una nagtxt at nagsabing pupunta sa kaniya o si keny and nagsabi ke jacky na pumunta sa kanila. Originally,ke keny lang dapat cla pumunta. Tas sinundo pa pala cya. At ililibre pa daw xa,wlang kadahi-dahilan yan ah.

Nasabi ko tuloy ke jacky tutal andito ka na kaw na lang tumulong sa kania,palitan mo na ako. Mas close nman kau eh,mas magka-vibes kau at mas maganda working relationship niyo kesa samin.Sabi ko yaan mo sasabihin ko sa kaniya for sure papayag lang yun wla ng tanung tanung lalo na't mas okay ang relationship nila ni jacky. Sabi ni jacky nagseselos daw ako. Oo pero natural hindi sabi ko. Siguro nahihiya lang yun sayo,sakin kasi wla siyang hiya eh kaya ayw niya humingi ng tulong ke jacky.Sabi nia mukha naman daw kami okay. Sa paningin ok kami,sa kaniya ok kami pero sakin di kami ok dahil sa ginagawa nia. Pero dahil di ako vocal natural di nia alam un. Dahil insensitive xa di nia alam un xempre.

Naun ko lang napatunayan ang pagkakaiba ng pakikitungo niya sakin compared sa iba. Tignan mo sinundo pa. Tignan mo inaya pa pumunta sa kanila,posibleng xa nag-aya eh. At si jacky pa ang nagsabi na pumunta sila dito hindi sia. At ililibre pa nia ng wlang kadahi-dahilan ah. Sakin,di nia ako sinusindo,inaaya,nililibre ng kusa at wlang dahilan. Di ba?!Bitter ako,oo. Kasalanan ko nman eh kung ba't bitter ako naun pero kahit ganun natural lang na maramdaman ko to.Naiinis ako kc lumalabas tuloy ung totoo na lahat ginagawa niya bilang bayad ng utang na loob lang at dahil obligado sia pero never na dahil willing sia.

Naisip ko nga ano kaya mararamdaman niya kung bigla na lang ako mawala sa buhay nia. Ung wla ng kaming blita talaga sa isa't isa. Pero nitong may 1,sabi nia kala ko me work ka na di ka na kasi nagttxt. So kahit panu me puso pa din xa at nararamdaman nniang di ako nagpaparamadam. Eh panu nga kung ung matagalan na talaga na parang di na talaga kmi nagkikita o nagkakausap? Mami-miss nia kea ako?malulungkot ba sia?!marerealize nia kea ang worth ko na di lang ako pang-taken for granted?O ordinary lang? Totoo nga ba na distance makes the heart grow funder?Oo mejo totoo to nun sinabi nia na di ka na kasi nagttxt pero panu nga kung mas matagal?Di ba dapat mas malalim at matindi ung mararamdaman nia?Pero mararamdaman nia kea kahit matagal pa?Finally, magiging sensitive na ba siya?

Friday, April 27, 2007

April 27,2007
Friday

STRESS AT BADTRIP

Ang hirap hirap maghanap ng work sobra,parang one in a million ang makakuha ng trabaho sa mundong ito.Tapos ang nakakainis pa ung akala mo pasok na tas hindi pa pala tapos ganun un mangyayari sayo sa training at sasabihan ka pa ng ganun. Nakakaloka. Tapos dagdagan mo pa ng mga taong di kanais nais makita sa pamamahay na tinitirhan mo.

Naisip ko lang ang swerte nung mga anak mayaman. Basta matapos lang sa pag-aaral kahit pasang awa pa yan ok lang,me naghihintay na sa kanila na trabaho at boss agad sila. Di ba?petiks lang!di nila kailangang dumaan sa hirap ng paghahanap,ng interview,meron agad at di lang basta meron sa mataas na position pa.Napakaswerte nila and yet ang dami pa ring mga anak mayaman na napapariwara despite being so blessed.

Pero alam naman ni God na pinaghihirapan ko naman ang lahat. Kaya sana ay biyayaan niya ako dahil kelangan ko talaga makakuha ng trabaho. Oo nga Cum Laude nga ako pero it doesn't make sense if I can't even prove it. Sinimulan ko na siya na maganda kaya dapat ipagtuloy ko din na maganda. Anong silbi ng pagiging Cum Laude ko kung di ko rin pala gagamitin.Ayoko na iparis ako ng mga tao sa ibang tao diyan. Dahil hindi natatapos ang buhay sa college,sa pagiging Cum Laude. Dahil ako me pangarap ako at me kahihiyan ako. Ayokong umasa sa ibang tao smantalang masyado na silang madaming nagawa sa akin kaya panahon na para ako naman ang magbalik nun.

Ayoko magaya sa isang tao na kuntento sa kung anong meron siya. Kuntento na basta me nakakain pero hindi naman niya pera. Me natutulugan pero hindi naman niya bahay. Me entertainment kabilaan pa internet,tv,playstation pero hindi nman sa kaniya.At higit sa lahat makapal ang mukhang maglaki and yet wla naman siya mapagmamalaki.Makapal ang mukhang manita eh wla naman siya inaakyat na pera sa bahay na to. Ang kapal na magreklamo eh maghapon,araw araw,taon taon sa buhay buhay niya na wala siyang ginagawa kundi magpakasaya.Hidi kaya siya nahihiya? Ah hindi na nga kasi sanay na siya sa kampanteng buhay. Hindi kaya siya nakokonsensiya?Hindi na rin kasi kung meron pa siya niyan di sana nun pa.

Basta ako patutunayan ko ang sarili ko pangako yan at hindi ako magiging kagaya niya.

Thursday, April 05, 2007


Cum Laude

I just found out this Tuesday April3.Now finally it's official. Still I couldn't believe my eyes. I've told no one yet except Anna, Jinky and Kat. It's like really cool inside and so weird that I went this far. I couldn't believe myself. WOW. Thank you God cause you answered my prayers.But I'm happy really happy it's just that it's really very surprising still. I'm very lucky and very blessed.

Not So Over

By the way that April 15 thing,it's not gonna happen at all. It was my idea. See,he agreed so quick, that's cause he's just being pulled over to this because of the favor I'm giving him. And atleast we won't be spending so much money and time.I sure know,he doesn't want to be with me. So instead he'll just give me a graduation gift on April 15. And really there's no difference if we'll go out or he'll just come here. The things is that,if we go out,it'll just be so hard for me again. Atleast if he's just coming here,surely he won't stay long cause that's what he do always.

Disappear

April 05,2007
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Today is Maundy Thursday. I spent the day half sleeping and when I woke up I spent my time watching without complete immersion and thinking,deep thinking.
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Last night, I couldn't sleep and I was thinking in the darkness of my room about what I just did that day. After 2 monts and 2 days,we finally get to see each other again. I last saw him last January 1. It really made me upset from the time I woke up yesterday. Right, I was late but he shouldn't brag me like that. It seems like he's forgetting who's asking a favor. Was it me or him? And what's wrong with it,it's still so early so why's he so irritated. I couldn't figure him out. And because of him, I even forgot the paper in which I wrote Jackie's student number. When I arrived at Jollibee,they were not there at all. Since I forgot the paper, I went to a nearby computer shop to check again. Then he called,they were inside already. So I went in and found him with his sister. He looks just the same. It's just that he's got lots of pimples in his face. Why's that?Whenever I get to see him, he got this plenty of pimples in his face. Offourse,he sure did notice that I got my hair cut. But sure do,he won't compliment me about it. I told him that I can handle this now, you can go and he was out. The enrollment was pretty easy and fast except for the medical examination. We were finished at 11AM. I bought a lunch for the two of us at McDo and told her that after we've finished I'll text your brother to get you. But sue me,she told me when I got back that he's coming. Ohhh my,I really don't like the feeling of being watch while I eat. So I ate fast and did not enjoy my food. Then he came,he was pushing me to treat him because I gave his sister a treat. Hell no! I wasn't really talking when he sat down. I was texting,pretending. Then I said we should go cause I still need to go some place. He asked me if I had a date and where will I be going. I said just somewhere and I don't have a date. As we were walking,he was telling me about this reunion. Then go,I said. I'm not going and you should. Then we parted ways.
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Am I being too nice now?!Let's face it sister,you're doing this because I like him I mean more than that. Though apart from this,I like his sister too.What I really hate is that it's so hard to move away. I'm not really going to forget him totally but atleast I'll have my distance. As Elaine have told me,I should start avoiding him. That's not easy. I should not make it obvious cause ofcourse he's still my friend after all.What I also hate is that I've been doing so many things for him and yet he doesn't really know how to thank me. He never did anything for me on free will. Yes,there were times that he comes by but that was long ago. If he ever asked me out just cause I did a favor but if there's no favor he won't be doing it. He never did something for me without any reasons at all or any favor. If I asked something from him,he have this so many excuses.
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Maybe I'm wrong to still be hoping that he'll ever like me or love me. Maybe he's really not going to notice and appreciate all my efforts. Maybe, I'm just going to get stucked hoping but nothing of it will be real.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007


bored.


hi there my blog,it's been quite a while.i'm still up at this hour because it's the only time i can be able to use this computer.it's been 1 week and 4 days since the last day of school. i spent my whole day looking like a dumbhead who finds nothing else to do than make myself look like a maid.i do the dishes, i cook, then dishes and cook again.i hated doing this. u can have me do the dishes but please not to cook.but ofcourse i don't have a choice.that's why i have to bear with it.
i hate feeling like this,not doing anything else.i'm not so much of a home buddy.i get really bored by this household chores because i hate them so.i'm not used into not going out and not going to school at all. it's just weird you know, that i will not be going to school at all.
that is why,i need to have a job atleast by may or the end of april.that is my goal.i don't want to be bored.i don't want to spend the rest of my days doing nothing and wasting my time with useless things.i will not be like the other one who doesn't even feel a thing or two.i need to have a money of my own so that i can live.i cannot forever depend on my mother.i need to do this for my own and for my mum as well.i will not be a disappointment to her.because one thing i want to do is get myself out of here and live out there alone.i have been bearing so much in this place, and now is the time for me to leave.
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i am so nice.
kennedy,called me a lot of times this monday,march 26.why?because he is again asking a favor.i didn't feel like talking to him now, i don't know maybe it's because of what i have found out. he was such an actor, he even asked me what gift i like.he even said he'd come by to tell me something.only for me to find out that he wanted me to go with his younger sister to enroll at my school.he said he won't be able to do it because he has a final preboard exam.which is to my conscience if he would not be able to take it just because i didn't approve of his favor. so i just agreed.i couldn't do anything.but anyway it wasn't for him,it's for his sister.and besides, he has a reasonable answer so fine.this so nice of me, right?i really don't know what's with him that i can't disapprove him.or what's with me that i can't refuse.i'm confused but still i know partly to blame is that i like him better than being a friend.
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Mall of Asia
we're supposed to meet up on april15,and it was me who initiated it ok.but since i wanted to test him and he miserably failed i shelved the idea of the meet up.i told him we meet up at greenhills.he said,it's ok for me to show up but not in a place i do not know.ok.so that's it.and last monday,he insisted that we should just meet up on april 15 so that he can repay me for helping him out with his sister.i said mall of asia.he said,it's too far.he wated it to be in san lazaro.i told him, oh you can just go yourself.and to my surprise,he immediately agreed at mall of asia.let's face it,he is just doing this because i've helped him a lot and he just wants to repay me.that's just it.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Pag-ibig nga Kaya
Christian Bautista and Rachel Ann Go


Di na maalala pa’no nagsimula
Ikaw ang laging nasa isip ko bawat araw
Laging ikaw ang aking nakikita
Ano ba ang nadarama ko ‘pag ikaw ay kasama

Ganyan din ang nadarama ko
Tuwing ika’y lalapit sa akin
Ako’y parang natutulala
Di ko malaman ang sasabihin ko

[Chorus]
Pag-ibig nga kaya
Pareho ang nadarama
Ito ba ang simula
Di na mapipigilan
Pag-ibig nga ito
Sana’y ‘di matapos ang nadaramang ito
Pag-ibig nga kaya ito (pag-ibig nga kaya ito), ooh
Pagkat nararamdaman, pag-ibig ating natagpuan

Malalaman mo lamang
Ang nararamdaman
Na ako ay magiging ikaw
Damdamin nati’y magsama

Laman ng puso ko’y ganyan din (hah)
Ikaw ay narito sa akin
Di ko hahayaang mawalay
Dito ka sa aking piling

repeat Chorus]

Gagawin lahat (gagawin lahat)
Upang ‘di magkalayo (upang ‘di magkalayo)
Dito lang ako, di kita iiwan
Kahit sandali di ko papayagan mawalay ka sa akin

[repeat Chorus
[repeat Chorus]
Only Reminds Me Of You
MYMP

I see you, beside me
It’s only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memory
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

[chorus]

I try to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
I needed my freedom
This what I’ve thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see
Everything we’ve been through before
Now it means so much more

[repeat chorus]

Only you
So come back to me
I’m down on my knees
Boy can’t you see
How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

[repeat chorus 2x]
"Dreaming With A Broken Heart"
John Mayer


When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with your crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh
Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Baby won't you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

Sunday, March 04, 2007

If We Fall In Love
Rj Jimenez andYeng Constantino

There will be no ordinary days for you
‘Cause there is someone that cares like I do
You will have no reason to be sad anymore
I am always ready with a smile
With just one glimpse of you

[Refrain]
You don’t have to search no more‘
Cause I am someone who will love you for sure

[Chorus]
So if we fall in love maybe we’ll sing this song as one
If we fall in love we can write a better song than this
If we fall in love we will have that melody in our head
If we fall in love anywhere with you would be a better place

You can watch that movie in a different light
I will be right there beside you hugging you oh so tight (oh so tight)
How can love feels so cold and empty again
And I will keep on holding on and won’t let go (and won’t let go)

[repeat Refrain and Chorus]


Feel so good when you’re around
One smile from you (one smile from you) and I just feel so bright

[repeat Chorus]


wla lang. i just love this song bagay na bagay siya sa princess hour.to think na it's new song.maybe fate did ginawa ni rj para bumagay sa princess hours.at para din ito kna yeng and rj kc bagay na bagay cla.

Friday, March 02, 2007

Maundy Thursday

Pinanood ko ung korean movie Maundy Thursday last week starring my crushee kang dong won and lee na young. Hindi naman siya boring. Thank God kasi it's a serious type of movie,drama talaga at higit sa lahat maganda talaga ang story. It's a story about Yun Soo, a convicted death row criminal for committing massacre and the tumultous life of a former singing star Yu-Jeong who is bitter with her mother. They met in the most unusual place to meet and fall in love,inside the jail. Yu-jeong is a sister's niece who frequently visits the prisoners at the jail and one of them is Yun-soo. Yun-soo is very cold during their first encounters and so as with Sister Monica.
Yun-soo had been through a lot since childhood,the world was so cruel for him. He lost everything form being a father,having a son and a family,his brother,his mother. He wanted to die so bad that he ever wanted to die with his brother. He wanted to live but he could do nothing.
Yu-jeong has had many failed suicide attemps and everytime she wakes up alive gives her a lot more reason to hate herself and her mother. She promised her aunt that she will be frequently visiting the prisoners. But when she found out why Yun-soo was convicted, she coudn't muster up her courage to face him and do what she had promised.
What started out as a very awkward meeting develops up for something the two of them didn't expect of. Yu-jeong founds solace within Yun-soo and Yun-soo on the other hand too. Both totally different persons understand each other at the midst of death and hatred and with this comes a love no one could ever known.They're both troubled, one who is hiding a deep secret that causes her hatred to her mother and one who is also a hiding a secret that he wasn't actually the only one responsible for all the killings. She found the trust in him and told him her a secret that she was raped by her cousin when she was 15 but her mother didn'y believe her and he told his as well. They continue to develop a strong relationship in which both know won't last for long for he's on his way for his destiny chosen by the law.
I really cried watching this, so hard that I couldn't stop myself from doing so. At that time, that he was called by the guards to get himself ready, I started really crying hard beacuse I knew it was the time they want him to be.But what hurts me is that he didn't kill all of those people. Yes, he may have killed one but if he could have told them the truth then maybe he didn't die. I came to a thinking about Korea's criminal law if it is really like that.I even hope that somehow in my herat he will survived. But you know the most heratbreaking part was when he was saying his last words. He stood up and thanked all those people who understood him,Sister Monica,Officer Lee and Yu-jeong.And then he suddenly called out Yu-jeong's name shouting if she can hear him or see him. He thanked her for everything and he appreciate everything she did for him and he said he love her. That's when it really struck me to tears. To see the one you love die and that you can do nothing and to see the one you love for the last moment of your life.
Kang Dong won did a very great performance and he carried off the role very good that I was moved into tears so much. As well as with Lee Na young who did an amazing performance.
I really love this movie a lot. It's one of the best Korean movies ever of the new generation. It's one of my best also from those which I've seen so far. It's not just drama,all crying, it has a strong intense story you could never get out with when it has caught you.