I hate this day and I hate HIM too!

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Today is November 26, 2006, a Sunday. Kagabi, sabi nia na tuloy pa rin na ako ang sasama sa younger sister nia sa pag-exam nia sa UST. Then pagkagising ko kanina ng 7am,diretso na ako sa banyo. Walang kain kain dahil baka malate pa ko. Habang asa banyo ako,nagtxt siya asking kung tuloy daw ako. Sabi ko wait lang,pwedeng sa chapel na lang because dapat sa Ministop P Noval pa. sabi ko medjo malalate lang ako. Then he suddenly blurted out to me na wag na akong pumunta! Whattttttt?!!!! I made so much effort to wake up that early because he asked me to and that's all he's gonna say to me! I was about to change clothes na by that time and when he said that I just sat on my bed and cried. I cried because I was about to go and I sacrifice my sleep just to please his ass! I immediately called Jingkie and told her what happened. She couldn't even say a word because it's so early in the morning. Ok lang sana kung hapon na nangyari eh pero it's that early in the morning! Damn it, damn him! I also told it to Kidong who just happened to sent me a message to smile when I wake up,how can I even smile,when he made my day a disaster and he will never say sorry. I told him what happened and that I was crying. He said, " I thought you already had enough of him,then why are you crying?" " You still love the guy, go for him." He's waiting for you." That I should just think that he was just joking. That he was just making tampo because he expected me there and then I said I'll be late for a while.

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What's the worst thing he did was make fun of me. He said that I need not come at all. Then he said again that I come. Then he said again, don't come at all. What is he playing at? Does he think I'm stupid that whatever he says I'll follow! When he asked me to come, I made up my mind not to go and just go to mass because he just made a mistake of doing that. He just proved to me that he is never serious and that he makes fun of the people who always do him a favor,among others he made fun of me! I can never forget what he did today. I can never forgive someone who never asks for forgiveness,who never says sorry and who never accepts his mistakes. I have just known that he's a real dumb ass and stupid! Kidong said that he is more important than going to mass and that I should go there and talk to him. I did not because it was the wrong thing to do and I have my pride and my pride was in the right track.

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I know he will never say sorry because it's just not him when he says sorry. Therefore,he will never realize his mistake has cost me a lot. Neither would he care If I cried over this thing. I strongly told him throught text in the most sarcastic way that he just made my day a fiasco!Thanks for doing so!

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Really,thanks for making my day!

The Younger Sister Act

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What day is it today? Today is November 25, 2006 Saturday. Jollibee Moraita. New Nursing Bldg.

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Those that are above are some of the memorable parts in my day today. It was, I think the 2nd time around that I have seen his sister. I think I saw her before. Me and Anna waited for them inside Jollibee. However, it took them quite some time to get there later than I have expected. Then something happened in the middle of this scenario. Kath's aunt saw us and began showering us with detective like questions about the whereabouts of her niece. We answered honestly ofcourse. Then, she takes off to the counter. Then I was standing and suddenly I saw him and he can't seem to find me. I smashed him with my bundle of newspapers to notice me. Then I saw his sister and I said leave her to me ok you can go now if you have class. Then he vanished out of my sight. Then suddenly he came back just to find out that he went the other way,the way to recto.

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So we went back to school to take her to the exam room. We went to LNB 201 then I found out she doesn't have a pencil so I rushed down to buy her one while Anna stayed with her. When I came back, I heard this lady who said that the exam is not in there. So I took a peek at the room and there were students having their class. I asked this woman and she said it's the other building. I knew exactly where it was. So I told them to leave the building right away. When we arrived there, I asked Jacky to go in and bid her goodluck and which she replied a smile. We went to our class until it was finished. We were seating on the benches in freedom park and I told them that I should go fetch her. She texted me that she was already there to where I instructed her to.I thought she was lost becasue I couldn't see her and poof there she was. I took her with me to freedom park while we waited for Keny to txt me. Then when he said that he's already there, we went out. I looked for him everywhere and he's not there. I texted him to ask where he was. There he was and I immediately said I'll go now.

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I asked his sister about Ma'am Marzan, if she's married now which is to my surprised still not married. Then before I took her to meet her brother, I asked her about Keny and ate Bily. She answered me," I think they're still at it. I'm not quite sure ate. " I also asked her if Keny does really have a class tomorow and she said no. The first thing that came to my mind, wow he lied to me. And that one petty thing I found out that he's still with ate bily knocks me off immediately.

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Jacky,she is a very timid girl. I barely understand her before I took herto the exam room because her voice was so "mahina". I thought she was just like me who have soft voice and shy as I still am. But she's a very nivce girl. To be honest,she's prettier than her older sister. She's very mild mannered at magalang. Just the exact opposite of her brother whose so full of himself at times. She can really adjust quickly because this is the first time that we get to talk to each other even though she had seen me before. She talks a lot at makwento siya. Hindi siya nahihiya sakin kc we were talking sa text and we were conversing about her brother, her school stuff and Jan jan,my neighbor and her classmate.

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But most of all, she told me that when she asked Keny about his relationship with ate billy. He just ignored her as if he didn't hear her. So what was that really? I don't know. She told me that Keny wasn't making kwento these days so she doesn't know if he has a girlfriend now.

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I thought he lied to me but I was wrong. He really does have a class tomorrow, Jacky told me.

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She's a nice girl and she has a lot to smile about I hope she pass one of FEU, UST or UP not because she is Keny's sister but because I like her.

Here he goes again blurting out his favorite line. " Andyan kb sa bahay niu?!" Hai naku,it was the same situation na naman like before nun . I was facing the computer doing stuff for our focus interview. Baka sabihin na naman nia,di ko siya ineentertain eh. I went out and I look for him everywhere and I didn't find him. I texted him kung nasan siya because I couldn't see him. Then biglang na lang niya ako tinawag. Nagulat nga ako eh,paglingon ko ayun siya. Nag-usAp kami ng sandali lang. Dami dami kc niya tinatanong. kulit kulit eh.

So un, yan ang nangyari ngayong araw ng mga 5:30PM.

By the way, I saw him for the first time in uniform. Atleast nabawasan ng konti un duda ko kung sa PSBA talga siya nag-aaral. Pero one things for sure, I haven't really seen him at PSBA kahit sa labas man lang kaya duda pa rin ako.

So there is the highlights of my day today. November 24,2006. 5:30 PM. Don Quijote Sampaloc, Manila.

Thirty first kisses for new Potter film

Harry Potter star Daniel Radcliffe has admitted that his first onscreen smooch deserves quite a bit of media publicity.The romantic kiss, which features in the fifth Potter movie, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, reportedly took 30 takes to get right.Initially 17-year-old Radcliffe, who has starred as the teenage wizard in the preceding four films of the J. K. Rowling franchise, appeared rather pleased with himself that he had been forced to cope with a prolonged snogging session with co-star Katie Leung, 19, who plays Harry's love interest Cho Chang in the film."We probably got it on the 30th take. My God, it was fun. We were awkward and nervous at first but once we got it, it was fine," the Sun newspaper reports Radcliffe as saying.He then backtracked on this impression, however, suggesting that 30 attempts to create that first-kiss magic was nothing out of the ordinary."It was reported that we did a huge amount of takes, but actually you do that number on any scene," Radcliffe explained to the Daily Mail."Once you have covered it from all the camera angles you've done about 30 takes." Bottom of Form

Harry Potter's First Kiss Goes Public!

Fans have waited a long time to see Harry Potter's kiss on the big screen. Now, with the fifth film ready and set to hit cinema screens next year, the wait will soon be over. And to give fans a feel of what Harry's first kiss is like, Studio Warner Brothers has released a still from the movie showing the boy wizard locking lips with his first girlfriend.Potter star, Daniel Radcliffe and his co-star Katie Leung, who plays his crush Cho Chang in 'Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix', reportedly enjoyed the scene so much, that they needed 30 attempts to get it right.However, Radcliffe laughed off the reports, and revealed that though the kissing scene had required 30 takes, there was nothing unusual about the number, for normal scenes require that many takes as well."It was reported that we did a huge amount of takes, but actually you do that number on any scene. Once you have covered it from all the camera angles you've done about 30 takes," the Daily Mail quoted him, as saying. "But because it's the kiss, it was sort of made out that I had requested to do well over 30 takes," he said. And though he admits that the scene was "nerve wracking", he insists that having to kiss someone he didn't like would have been a worse experience. "It would have been more nerve wracking if I was doing it with someone I didn't like," Radcliffe said.And if nothing else about the movie works, the young actor is sure that the publicity the kissing scene has got will make sure that fans flock to theatres once the movie is released. "I guess if there's one thing that people will be coming to see the film for, it will be the kiss," he said. 'Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix' hits theatres the world over in July next year.

these are some photos of the upcoming Harry Potter movie, The Order of Phoenix. Harry's first kiss that's an absolutely big deal. I'm so excited to see this movie. I've read the book but ofcourse,it's a different experience when you see it and when I see Harry get his first kiss ever.Oh my God,this will get really wonderful and I'll get crazy about him more. It'll be out on July 13 next year and I just can't wait to see it,to see Daniel in the flesh again! Love you Daniel!You rock my world always!

Hataw Hanep Hero! November 18 - 19, 2006 World Trade Center

Grabe ang saya saya sa Hero. First time ko umatend ng anime fair ng Hero. Masaya basta me pera ka kasi madami ka pwede bilhin dun, lots of choices. Sana nga madami akong pera nun, ang dami kong gustong bilhin. Basta anime,the best yan cguradong di ako makaktangggi. Well i just splurge out my money lang naman worth 475 wla pa yan ang pamasahe ah. I bought, a shirt, 2 ost cassette tapesgundam wing and fushigi yuugi,a naruto mug,and a dvd movie of tsubasa chronicles. Naiinggit nga ako dun sa friend ni Leann eh, ang dami niang nabiling dvd's 150 un each noh samantalang me,I only bought one.Gusto ko nga bumili ng manga because it was just 200 for two. Eh if it's not a sale,300 -500 each manga un,mahal talaga. kaya lang dun ka na lang sa dvd mas ok,atleast they're talking. Un cardcaptor clow cards wow i wanted to buy that pero i opted for those na mapakikinabngan ko muna kc un di ko xa masyadong magagamit saka na lang and it's mahal 25o lang naman. Saya talaga sobra lalo na if yoou have lots of money. It happens every year naman so it will be a habit to attend every year from now on.

Why are you here?

November 7,2006
5:30PM

Yesterday was something like very unusual to me. It was 5:30PM and I was infront of the computer doing my internet stuff since I just got here again and I haven't done this for quite some time. Then suddenly, my phone rang indicating a new message. I'm really not excited to see who it was. then to my surprise,it was him. There was no name because I erased his number on my phone,I took this from Anna but his number was since then plastered on my mind. He was asking me if I am at home. I asked him why. Then he said,I would like to come. TING! What?It's not that I don't want him to come. Ofcourse I really do want him to come. I always want that. Then I asked again, really why?Yeah I'm at home,that's ok.Then he suddenly blurted out on text that he was already infront of our house. Oh my God,what is he doing here? That was all in my mind. I thought he was on his way pa lang. Well no,I think he was already there outside by the first time he texted me to ask if I am home.

So I went out to see him. I didn't even went out really of the gate. I said," Hey,what brings you here?" I didn't sound sarcastic, I just sounded surprise because I wasn't expecting it. Though, I'm really happy to see him since I never got to talk to him on the trip.He said, he is about to go some place near here so he drop by. He wanted me to treat him for merienda. So I blurted out my favorite line, "Oh I don't have money." "Cge na,kahit coke,ice tea,o kape man lang." then I said,wait. Then it just so happened that my phone went out so by the time I was at my room, I changed my battery then I took some money. Then I went down but still even managed to face the computer. Then he said,"Jovelyn,alis na ako,ang tagal mo eh!" then I said,"cge ba-bye!" I didn't even went out by the time he said he's going. That's my mistake. Dapat di ako nagtagal. Sana di ko na lang inasikaso ung ibang bagay muna.Sana dapat inuna ko siya. Sana dapat binilisan ko na lang. Dapat nga nun sinabi nia aalis na siya dapat tumayo man lang ako at lumabas pero di eh. Saka lang ako lumabas nun medyo malayo na siya. Laging ganun un ginagawa ko un pag nagpaalam na siya kunwari pumapasok na ako pero pag nakita ko na naglalakad na siya palayo tinitignan ko siya hanggang mawala siya sa paningin ko.Pero kahapon,nun sinabi nia aalis na siya di man lang ako tumayo lumabas na lang ako nun umalis na siya at tinitignan ko siya hanggang mawala siya sa paningin ko.

Hindi ko narealize nun mga oras na un that what I did was wrong. I talked to Jinky about it later on the phone. Sabi ko, he went here because he was going some place nearby. But I contradicted her that he just went here for no apparent reason. Pumunta lang siya dito dahil wla lang siya magawa siguro. Sabi ni Jinky imposible yan Jov,na dahil wla lang siya magawa kay siya dumaan,me dahilan yun at di lang daw dahil sa malapi dito un pupuntahan nia.Ganundin sabi ni Jacky,she was even so kilig. Oyyy,dinadalaw! Ang sweet naman,nagtapat na ba?! Kaya cguro nakahiga ka kanina dahil matamlay ka dahil di siya nagtagal. Nega ako eh,I kept on saying that it was nothing. Pero kunsabagay me point nga sila, kc kahit pa malapit dito un pupuntahan nia kung wlang keber di siya pupunta dito. Kahit sino kahit kaibigan mo man,girl or boy kahit malpit dyn un pupuntahan nia,they won't bother to go na unless me ibbigay o me sasabihin o dahil sa di ko malamng dahilan.

Tinxt ko siya nag-sori ako. Di siya ngreply. Miniskol ko di pa rin. Tinxt ko ulit knock knock di pa rin. Tinxt ko ulit sabi ko"tulog ka na ba?o ayaw mo lang akong pansinin?"Ayun nagreply,tinamaan ata sa sinabi ko eh. Then sabi nia," Ok lng,don't worry,tulog na tau. me pupuntahn din me kanina eh,wala un." Atleast nakapag-sori ako sa kung anuman ang mali ko. Ok,sabi mo eh. Kala ko kc nainis ka kc antagal ko. Pasensiya na,slamat na din sa pagdaan kahit sandalilang since di kita napagkakausap nun byahe. Promise pagpunta mo ulit di na ko matagl,lilibre pa kita.pasensiya ulit.gudnyte. Pero di man lang siya nag-gudnyte. Pero ok na din un atleast nakapag-sori ako bago man lang matapos un gabi.

Pero,the question is still on my mind. Why did he come aside from the fact that he was about to go some place nearby.

Hi,I'm back again!I just arrived this Monday and the trip was completely a whacko.Why?Dumating lang naman ako ng 8am kaya nagmamadali ako kc my class is at 9am. Sabi kc ni Ivy usually it arrives at 7am pero it's one hour late. Ke mama naman sabi nia hindi maaga kc un kanya nun 6pm umalis pero 5:30am dumating. Tapos andun nga siya sa bus kasama ko,ni hindi ko naman nakausap. Naiinis talaga ako hindi lang dahil sa di ko siya katabi ah,kundi dahil parang plinano nilang dalawa ni Fabio na ganun talga maging arrangement. Basta yun yun nararamdaman ko nun time na un. Ayoko tuloy makipag-usap sa kanila,natulog na lang ako. Para kcng wla ako sa mood dahil nga naiinis ako talaga sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung anu ang problema nia at nun asa terminal pa lang eh txt cia ng txt. Una tinanung ang bus #,tapos sabi nia txt ko siya pag paalis na,tapos pinapasabi nia na sabihin ko ke Fabio na patigilin un bus pagdting sa tapat nila,tapos ganun ulit tinatanung kung umalis na na. Nakaanim ata na txt na puro yan lang tinatanung nia. Bakit am I his messenger?Me cellphone naman un tao bakit kc ba't di siya ang mismong itxt?!DB?!

Nun nakasakay na siya,balewala lang sakin eh. Tapos biglang tumitingin siya sakin ts bigla silang tumatawa ni Fabio. Di ko kc cla narrinig eh dahil naka-mp4 ako. Nu bang problema nila?! Anung nakakatawa!Ayoko kc ng ganun titignan ka tas tatawa,cnu pa nga ba pinagtatawanan kundi ikaw db?!Buong magdamag un na ganun. Nag-uusap cla ako di ako nakikisali. Pati un pagkain,di ako humingi kc wla na rin ako sa mood eh saka ayoko.Ang ingay ingay pa nila.

Di nga nia ako kinakausap eh. Sino ba namang tanga matutuwa dun?!Me sinabi siya na ewan ko lang kung tama. Sabi nia," gumaganda si Jovelyn ah."Whatttttttttttt? Basta pasensiya na kaibigan ko man,he gets so naughty at times na naiinis na talaga ako. It feels hard for me to trust whatever he says kc gaya ng laging sinasabi ni jackie,wag daw ako mag-expect.Mabuti na un ganun,un di ako naniniwla para di ako madisappoint. Masaya man ako na andun siya pero parang nakalimutan ko na lahat un pag naiisip ko un nangyari eh.Tapos c Fabio sinasabi pa nia,alam ko naman na ayaw mo akong katabi. Alam ko naman eh na nagpaparinig siya. Well they just won.

Masaya na ako na nakasabay ko siya,nakita ko na naman siya. Pero bakit ba niya sinasadyang gawin ang mga bagay na un?para lang ba asarin ako?