All This Time
Six Part Invention

I lie awake

Thinkin of the days gone by

Wishin that your still here with me, baby

I was wrong

And now your gone

Please here this heart of mine

Hear me callin' *

whenever you're around me

I feel different in your arms

With the way you touch me

I feel the love that last a lifetime **

your love so true

And i never knew

That its you i need

All this time

You see these tears

That keep fallin from my eyes

Wishin that i never let you go my baby

Take this heart

Fill me with your love

Please hear these words of mine

Hear me callin' * **

All this time

All this time

All this time....

hooo!tapos na final defense,actually semifinals un pero ganun na din un final defense na din.ayos naman siya,apat na professors from UP at isa from FEU, ang prof. namin sa debate. Di naman nakakkaba kc parang museum type ang ginawa parang mga paintings un mga thesis namin tas magtatanong cla pag me di cla maintindihan.ty talaga ke GOD kc di nia kmi pinabayaan.kahit di na kmi mapili sa 3 ok lang masaya na ako na napasama kmi dun sa mga ng-final defense.slamat ke GOD sa experience.

february 14,07

hai naku.ni ha ni hoi di xa nagttxt kanina ah.inerase ko na nga lahat ng txt nia ung mga natitira tinaggal ko na.tas nun nanonood ako princess hours biglang nagtxt sabi ko cnu kya to xa lang pala.baka kc kanina busy cla baka galing siya cavite di ba nagdinner pa sila tas after nun... di ko tuloy alam kong maniniwla pa ko sa kanya o hindi kasi alam ko naman na di magsisinungaling si joanne sakin eh.wla daw siya ka-date binati nia kc ako kya natanong ko na.asus if i know ayaw lang nia sabihin ung totoo sakin pero alam ko na no need.sabio ko pa nga cguro ang dami mong chikas jan?!bakit?malay ba natin!saka sabi ko di ka na nagpapakita sakin ah bast awag ka lang magpapataba.sabi nia payat na nga daw siya.sus kelan pa!me nag-aalaga nman sa kanya ayaw lang aminin.is adin siyang malaking ewan talaga sobra.napakasinungaling niya kung totoo nga na cla pa.

my another love.haiiiiii...ang gwapo nia no!magaling din siya kumanta,sumayaw,magpiano at model pa.siya si prince gian or prince lee shin sa princess hours!!siya si joo ji hoon,MBC best performance award winner for an actor!galing hai!

Jacket

February 9,2007

Napanood ko ung MMK episode na Jacket nila Rica at Zanjoe na sa Korea pa nag-shoot. Sosyal talaga di ba?!pero sobra akong na-touch sa story ni April which was played by Rica Peralejo.In fairness and yaman nia para pumunta pa ng Korea para lng mag-isip di ba?!Tapos ung pagkikita nila ni Mark played by zanjoe parang napaka-destiny like ganun kc of all places ang laki ng mundo tapos dun pa sila magkakakilala.totally strangers na bigla na lang pinagkita sa di inaasahang panahon. Sana nga ako din makapag-isip ako gay ni April pupunta din ako ng Korea. Hindi kc ako nani2wla sa destiny eh.naniniwla ako sa choice.ang alam ko kc eh ang destiny eh gawa ng choice.choice nila pareho mahpunta ng Korea pero hindi nila choice ang makita at magkakilala di ba?!cgro nga there is such thing.nakokornihan kc ako sa ganyan eh lalo na pag sarili ko.napaka-drama and bittersweet ng story ni april and mark.strangers na nagkakilala sa di inaasahang panahon.ung panahon pa na parehong meron clang ibang dahilan sa pagpunta dun.sana nga ganyan din ang mangyari skain ung bigla na lang sia darating at makikilala ko ng di ko inaasahan.kc ke &%^%##$ di na ko umaasa pa.parang koreanovela ang story nila.ung nagba-bike cla sa mga puno, sabi ko endless love na endless love ah.tapos pinakita pa nila ung fountain sa lovers in paris.ung cable car,ung snow,ung mga old ancient temples,saka ung una nilang pinuntahan.napakasweet din pla ng Korea noh.pangarap ko tlaga pumunta dyan isa yan sa una kong pupuntahan pag me ipon na ko.huhuntingin ko si kang dong won at joo hi hoon.hehehe.

basta masasabi ko lang cguro me fate nga.dahil kung choice lang di cgro cla magkakakilala.sana amging ganundin ang story ko.kc naun di na ko umaasa sa first love ko.

the rain reminds me of him..
how cold he is,
how gloomy he made me feel
how much tears i shed because of him,
how much damage he caused...
and how stupid i am for still wanting rain!!!"



the rain

know what,i don't really like the rain.the rain causes so much havoc to me. i can't go out cause i will gets my pants wet and the day is all so gloomy and sad.everything is just so irritating.except for the fact that i'd love to stay at Starbucks and enjoy a cup of coffee.that would be really mesmerizing isn't it?!and it would be really lovely to have a nice long sleep if i get so lazy to get a cup of coffee at the nearby mall.these are the only reason why i think the rain is nice.the message above i just saw it written on a desk at school.whoever had written it he or she might have been really troubled by whom he or she was talking to in that message.the rain is so sad that's why we get so emotional at times.we remember things.me,i've been stupid as well for only one reason, i've been so stupid so many times.he was like the rain so cold and so mean.so mean that i even wanted to stop the rain from pouring.so cold because it reminds me of the pretentious things the rain always do.so selfish cause the rain never thinks of the way i do.the rainnever remembers to say sorry.the rain was never good to me.it's not that i'm asking some favors but i think the rain should listen to me too.if the rain needs to be consoled then the rain shouldn't come to me but to the one it should go to.what hurts is that the rain never trusted me.i knew nothing but just simple facts about the rain cause it was so private that i never felt i was a friend.maybe i should just accept that the rain was never my friend but only my benefactor.i hate the rain cause it is so selfish.i hate the rain cause it is so mean. i hate the rain cause it is so damn pretending.i hate the rain cause i hate being used by it. i hate,i hate, i hate.but i still want the rain cause i'm stupid however i will not let the rain pour hard on me ever again.

feb. 3,07

ya!long time no see my blog! We'll there's nothing new about me this day. Aside from the news that confirmed me about something. Ngayon ko lang nalaman na napakaplastik nia pala sa harap ko. Lahat pla ng mga pinaggagagawa nia ay puro kaplastikan lang wlang totoo dun. Hindi naman sa nag-expect ako na me ibig sabihin ung mga ginagawa nia dati pero sana lang wag xang nag-iinarte ng ganun kc ang ayoko sa lahat eh ung pinaplasyit.sabagay hindi ko naman siya masisisi eh,natural na yun kc pag humihingi ka ng pabor kelangan umarte ka para pagbigyan ka.kaya wag xang magpapakita sakin para humingi lang ulit na pabor.ang kinaiinis ko pa bakit sa tuwing tinatanong ko siya tungkol sa kanila eh lagi na lang ayaw pag-usapan.bakit x rated ba yun?bakit kinahihiya ba niya sia?!ah kc ibang tao ako. sabihin na natin na me iba akong dahilan pero hindi naman un dahilan para di nia sabihin.ganun nga talga ang hindi sau hindi talga para sau.pero sana lang wag siyang mag-kukunwari sa harap ko.wag xang lalapit sakin kung me kelangan sia dahil hindi nia ako girlfriend.pumunta sia dun sa taong dapat niang puntahan. ganun lang pala ako sa kanya prang beneficial lang pag wla sia kelangan syempre hindi nia ako maaalala.kya mula naun hindi ko na sia tutulungan.


feb. 5, 07

fuckin day today!pinaghirapan ko yun pero un lang makukuha ko.sana pala di ko na lang pinagpaguran un.kahit naman sana... hindi naman sa umasa ako masyado pero wag naman sana ganun.ganun ba kapangit ung gawa ko.haiiiiiiiiiiiiii...nakakinis talga!!!bwisit!!!kelangan makakuha kami ng mejo mataas taas naman sa thesis.

my new love, he is very handsome and he is multi talented. He is an excellent and multi awarded actor of Korea,considered 2nd Hallyu wave and he sings and dances great.ang gwapo nia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sobra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kang dong won is his name.

jan 1,2007

cya ang unang tao na nakita ko sa unang araw ng bagong taon. pangalawa din siya sa mga taong nagtxt sakin sa jan 1 at cya ang unang tumawag sakin ng araw na yun.

pero sayang kasi nun makita nila ako sa pontoon galing pala sila kna joanne nun,di na kasi ako lumapit anu nmana sasabihin ko dun.yun tuloy di ko nalaman na me blak pala sila pumunta sa bahay eh nagkataon naman na umalis kami papunta sementeryo.sayang talaga.pangalawang beses na kasi eh.una nun dec 23,pumunta sila dwa sabahay nagaaya lumabas eh sinabi ko naman sa kanya na 23 pa ko uuwi.nanghihinayang tuloy ako.tapos naisip ko kya cguro sila pumunta ng bahay nun 23 dahil kinausap ko si fabio the night before baka pingasabihan nia si keny.pero ngayon di nga siya nagpaparamdam eh. nagkalimutan na ata.miniscol ko nga siya last wek wla man lang txt.naisip ko prang nkasama pa ata yung pagkausap ko ke fabio tungkol sa kanya.nakakainis pero wla ako mgagawa.kung di nia ako itetext di ko rin xa ttxt.ttxt ko lang pg importanteng bagay.iba na lang isipin ko madami pa ko dapat isiping bagay na mas mahalaga.pero nami-miss ko na kasi sia.sana ayos lang siya.

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Someday
Nina

Someday you’re gonna realize
One day you’ll see this though my eyes
By then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the best guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long
Won’t take long
Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
Someday someday
Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye

Eastwood hopping

december 7,2006

Shameful,nah it doesn't really matter. First time ko pumunta sa Eastwood. It was just yesterday. If not for Ma'am Joy's interview I wouldn't be going there. Hindi naman pla siya ganun kalayuan eh. Now I know me bago na akong spot na mapupuntahan some of these days. The place is absolutely wow. City siya talaga,it's like a separate city pa from Quezon City. I love the restaurants dami you have lots of choices. And one reason that I would love to go back there is because of " A Different Bookstore " just beside Starbucks where we did our interview. Kasi dun meron silang " For One More Day" ni Mitch Albom. It's his newest book,#1 sa New York Times Bestseller. But to my dismay, wlang paperback. Pagkaliit liit eh 950 hardbound kasi. It would take another year pa daw to have a paperback. Wla pa kc to sa Powerbooks eh. Mas ok sana kung sa Powerbooks ako bibili dahil me card ako dun. Sana they will have it na soon. I'll ask again.

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Know what,naubos ang pera ko pamasahe,amabag,pagkain lahat. Grabe ang dasmi kong gastos ngayon. Ayoko pa sana umuwi eh pero xmpre di ko naman katulad sila Gwen na magala kya don't even think about it. Next time na lang yung ako lang. Ayain ko nga minsan sila Anna. Ganda nun place pag gabi. Tabi tabi mga resto, bars, coffee shops,stores. Wow talaga! 1000 mo pwede dun the whole day pagkain and some stuff basta wais ka din ah. At di ba sa giyera di ka sumusugod ng wla kang armas,ang armas mo eh carry with u ur atm or credit card always

basta pupunta ka dun. Or else hindi ka mkakasurvive unless me kakilala ka dun.

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I really love the place and I would really love to go back again and again. Di ko pa naeexplore eh. Nawala yung antok ko. The white choco iced coffee was nice but the multigrain chuva ekk ekk wasn't,ang tigas eh sana nag-donut na lang ako.

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Eastwood I will come back!

I hate this day and I hate HIM too!

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Today is November 26, 2006, a Sunday. Kagabi, sabi nia na tuloy pa rin na ako ang sasama sa younger sister nia sa pag-exam nia sa UST. Then pagkagising ko kanina ng 7am,diretso na ako sa banyo. Walang kain kain dahil baka malate pa ko. Habang asa banyo ako,nagtxt siya asking kung tuloy daw ako. Sabi ko wait lang,pwedeng sa chapel na lang because dapat sa Ministop P Noval pa. sabi ko medjo malalate lang ako. Then he suddenly blurted out to me na wag na akong pumunta! Whattttttt?!!!! I made so much effort to wake up that early because he asked me to and that's all he's gonna say to me! I was about to change clothes na by that time and when he said that I just sat on my bed and cried. I cried because I was about to go and I sacrifice my sleep just to please his ass! I immediately called Jingkie and told her what happened. She couldn't even say a word because it's so early in the morning. Ok lang sana kung hapon na nangyari eh pero it's that early in the morning! Damn it, damn him! I also told it to Kidong who just happened to sent me a message to smile when I wake up,how can I even smile,when he made my day a disaster and he will never say sorry. I told him what happened and that I was crying. He said, " I thought you already had enough of him,then why are you crying?" " You still love the guy, go for him." He's waiting for you." That I should just think that he was just joking. That he was just making tampo because he expected me there and then I said I'll be late for a while.

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What's the worst thing he did was make fun of me. He said that I need not come at all. Then he said again that I come. Then he said again, don't come at all. What is he playing at? Does he think I'm stupid that whatever he says I'll follow! When he asked me to come, I made up my mind not to go and just go to mass because he just made a mistake of doing that. He just proved to me that he is never serious and that he makes fun of the people who always do him a favor,among others he made fun of me! I can never forget what he did today. I can never forgive someone who never asks for forgiveness,who never says sorry and who never accepts his mistakes. I have just known that he's a real dumb ass and stupid! Kidong said that he is more important than going to mass and that I should go there and talk to him. I did not because it was the wrong thing to do and I have my pride and my pride was in the right track.

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I know he will never say sorry because it's just not him when he says sorry. Therefore,he will never realize his mistake has cost me a lot. Neither would he care If I cried over this thing. I strongly told him throught text in the most sarcastic way that he just made my day a fiasco!Thanks for doing so!

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Really,thanks for making my day!

The Younger Sister Act

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What day is it today? Today is November 25, 2006 Saturday. Jollibee Moraita. New Nursing Bldg.

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Those that are above are some of the memorable parts in my day today. It was, I think the 2nd time around that I have seen his sister. I think I saw her before. Me and Anna waited for them inside Jollibee. However, it took them quite some time to get there later than I have expected. Then something happened in the middle of this scenario. Kath's aunt saw us and began showering us with detective like questions about the whereabouts of her niece. We answered honestly ofcourse. Then, she takes off to the counter. Then I was standing and suddenly I saw him and he can't seem to find me. I smashed him with my bundle of newspapers to notice me. Then I saw his sister and I said leave her to me ok you can go now if you have class. Then he vanished out of my sight. Then suddenly he came back just to find out that he went the other way,the way to recto.

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So we went back to school to take her to the exam room. We went to LNB 201 then I found out she doesn't have a pencil so I rushed down to buy her one while Anna stayed with her. When I came back, I heard this lady who said that the exam is not in there. So I took a peek at the room and there were students having their class. I asked this woman and she said it's the other building. I knew exactly where it was. So I told them to leave the building right away. When we arrived there, I asked Jacky to go in and bid her goodluck and which she replied a smile. We went to our class until it was finished. We were seating on the benches in freedom park and I told them that I should go fetch her. She texted me that she was already there to where I instructed her to.I thought she was lost becasue I couldn't see her and poof there she was. I took her with me to freedom park while we waited for Keny to txt me. Then when he said that he's already there, we went out. I looked for him everywhere and he's not there. I texted him to ask where he was. There he was and I immediately said I'll go now.

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I asked his sister about Ma'am Marzan, if she's married now which is to my surprised still not married. Then before I took her to meet her brother, I asked her about Keny and ate Bily. She answered me," I think they're still at it. I'm not quite sure ate. " I also asked her if Keny does really have a class tomorow and she said no. The first thing that came to my mind, wow he lied to me. And that one petty thing I found out that he's still with ate bily knocks me off immediately.

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Jacky,she is a very timid girl. I barely understand her before I took herto the exam room because her voice was so "mahina". I thought she was just like me who have soft voice and shy as I still am. But she's a very nivce girl. To be honest,she's prettier than her older sister. She's very mild mannered at magalang. Just the exact opposite of her brother whose so full of himself at times. She can really adjust quickly because this is the first time that we get to talk to each other even though she had seen me before. She talks a lot at makwento siya. Hindi siya nahihiya sakin kc we were talking sa text and we were conversing about her brother, her school stuff and Jan jan,my neighbor and her classmate.

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But most of all, she told me that when she asked Keny about his relationship with ate billy. He just ignored her as if he didn't hear her. So what was that really? I don't know. She told me that Keny wasn't making kwento these days so she doesn't know if he has a girlfriend now.

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I thought he lied to me but I was wrong. He really does have a class tomorrow, Jacky told me.

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She's a nice girl and she has a lot to smile about I hope she pass one of FEU, UST or UP not because she is Keny's sister but because I like her.

Here he goes again blurting out his favorite line. " Andyan kb sa bahay niu?!" Hai naku,it was the same situation na naman like before nun . I was facing the computer doing stuff for our focus interview. Baka sabihin na naman nia,di ko siya ineentertain eh. I went out and I look for him everywhere and I didn't find him. I texted him kung nasan siya because I couldn't see him. Then biglang na lang niya ako tinawag. Nagulat nga ako eh,paglingon ko ayun siya. Nag-usAp kami ng sandali lang. Dami dami kc niya tinatanong. kulit kulit eh.

So un, yan ang nangyari ngayong araw ng mga 5:30PM.

By the way, I saw him for the first time in uniform. Atleast nabawasan ng konti un duda ko kung sa PSBA talga siya nag-aaral. Pero one things for sure, I haven't really seen him at PSBA kahit sa labas man lang kaya duda pa rin ako.

So there is the highlights of my day today. November 24,2006. 5:30 PM. Don Quijote Sampaloc, Manila.

Thirty first kisses for new Potter film

Harry Potter star Daniel Radcliffe has admitted that his first onscreen smooch deserves quite a bit of media publicity.The romantic kiss, which features in the fifth Potter movie, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, reportedly took 30 takes to get right.Initially 17-year-old Radcliffe, who has starred as the teenage wizard in the preceding four films of the J. K. Rowling franchise, appeared rather pleased with himself that he had been forced to cope with a prolonged snogging session with co-star Katie Leung, 19, who plays Harry's love interest Cho Chang in the film."We probably got it on the 30th take. My God, it was fun. We were awkward and nervous at first but once we got it, it was fine," the Sun newspaper reports Radcliffe as saying.He then backtracked on this impression, however, suggesting that 30 attempts to create that first-kiss magic was nothing out of the ordinary."It was reported that we did a huge amount of takes, but actually you do that number on any scene," Radcliffe explained to the Daily Mail."Once you have covered it from all the camera angles you've done about 30 takes." Bottom of Form

Harry Potter's First Kiss Goes Public!

Fans have waited a long time to see Harry Potter's kiss on the big screen. Now, with the fifth film ready and set to hit cinema screens next year, the wait will soon be over. And to give fans a feel of what Harry's first kiss is like, Studio Warner Brothers has released a still from the movie showing the boy wizard locking lips with his first girlfriend.Potter star, Daniel Radcliffe and his co-star Katie Leung, who plays his crush Cho Chang in 'Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix', reportedly enjoyed the scene so much, that they needed 30 attempts to get it right.However, Radcliffe laughed off the reports, and revealed that though the kissing scene had required 30 takes, there was nothing unusual about the number, for normal scenes require that many takes as well."It was reported that we did a huge amount of takes, but actually you do that number on any scene. Once you have covered it from all the camera angles you've done about 30 takes," the Daily Mail quoted him, as saying. "But because it's the kiss, it was sort of made out that I had requested to do well over 30 takes," he said. And though he admits that the scene was "nerve wracking", he insists that having to kiss someone he didn't like would have been a worse experience. "It would have been more nerve wracking if I was doing it with someone I didn't like," Radcliffe said.And if nothing else about the movie works, the young actor is sure that the publicity the kissing scene has got will make sure that fans flock to theatres once the movie is released. "I guess if there's one thing that people will be coming to see the film for, it will be the kiss," he said. 'Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix' hits theatres the world over in July next year.

these are some photos of the upcoming Harry Potter movie, The Order of Phoenix. Harry's first kiss that's an absolutely big deal. I'm so excited to see this movie. I've read the book but ofcourse,it's a different experience when you see it and when I see Harry get his first kiss ever.Oh my God,this will get really wonderful and I'll get crazy about him more. It'll be out on July 13 next year and I just can't wait to see it,to see Daniel in the flesh again! Love you Daniel!You rock my world always!

Hataw Hanep Hero! November 18 - 19, 2006 World Trade Center

Grabe ang saya saya sa Hero. First time ko umatend ng anime fair ng Hero. Masaya basta me pera ka kasi madami ka pwede bilhin dun, lots of choices. Sana nga madami akong pera nun, ang dami kong gustong bilhin. Basta anime,the best yan cguradong di ako makaktangggi. Well i just splurge out my money lang naman worth 475 wla pa yan ang pamasahe ah. I bought, a shirt, 2 ost cassette tapesgundam wing and fushigi yuugi,a naruto mug,and a dvd movie of tsubasa chronicles. Naiinggit nga ako dun sa friend ni Leann eh, ang dami niang nabiling dvd's 150 un each noh samantalang me,I only bought one.Gusto ko nga bumili ng manga because it was just 200 for two. Eh if it's not a sale,300 -500 each manga un,mahal talaga. kaya lang dun ka na lang sa dvd mas ok,atleast they're talking. Un cardcaptor clow cards wow i wanted to buy that pero i opted for those na mapakikinabngan ko muna kc un di ko xa masyadong magagamit saka na lang and it's mahal 25o lang naman. Saya talaga sobra lalo na if yoou have lots of money. It happens every year naman so it will be a habit to attend every year from now on.