I hate this day and I hate HIM too!
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Today is November 26, 2006, a Sunday. Kagabi, sabi nia na tuloy pa rin na ako ang sasama sa younger sister nia sa pag-exam nia sa UST. Then pagkagising ko kanina ng 7am,diretso na ako sa banyo. Walang kain kain dahil baka malate pa ko. Habang asa banyo ako,nagtxt siya asking kung tuloy daw ako. Sabi ko wait lang,pwedeng sa chapel na lang because dapat sa Ministop P Noval pa. sabi ko medjo malalate lang ako. Then he suddenly blurted out to me na wag na akong pumunta! Whattttttt?!!!! I made so much effort to wake up that early because he asked me to and that's all he's gonna say to me! I was about to change clothes na by that time and when he said that I just sat on my bed and cried. I cried because I was about to go and I sacrifice my sleep just to please his ass! I immediately called Jingkie and told her what happened. She couldn't even say a word because it's so early in the morning. Ok lang sana kung hapon na nangyari eh pero it's that early in the morning! Damn it, damn him! I also told it to Kidong who just happened to sent me a message to smile when I wake up,how can I even smile,when he made my day a disaster and he will never say sorry. I told him what happened and that I was crying. He said, " I thought you already had enough of him,then why are you crying?" " You still love the guy, go for him." He's waiting for you." That I should just think that he was just joking. That he was just making tampo because he expected me there and then I said I'll be late for a while.
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What's the worst thing he did was make fun of me. He said that I need not come at all. Then he said again that I come. Then he said again, don't come at all. What is he playing at? Does he think I'm stupid that whatever he says I'll follow! When he asked me to come, I made up my mind not to go and just go to mass because he just made a mistake of doing that. He just proved to me that he is never serious and that he makes fun of the people who always do him a favor,among others he made fun of me! I can never forget what he did today. I can never forgive someone who never asks for forgiveness,who never says sorry and who never accepts his mistakes. I have just known that he's a real dumb ass and stupid! Kidong said that he is more important than going to mass and that I should go there and talk to him. I did not because it was the wrong thing to do and I have my pride and my pride was in the right track.
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I know he will never say sorry because it's just not him when he says sorry. Therefore,he will never realize his mistake has cost me a lot. Neither would he care If I cried over this thing. I strongly told him throught text in the most sarcastic way that he just made my day a fiasco!Thanks for doing so!
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Really,thanks for making my day!
