I Fell In Love

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Torn

I'm in a dilemma wherein I'm torn with two of the most important things to me. This isn't just about simple fangirling you know. It's more than that. These two persons are so important to me. They're not just celebrities that I love. I don't just love them for that. That's why I feel that this dilemma is much more serious that anything I've been involved before.

U-Kiss which Ki Bum is in will be having their concert here in Manila on May 29. It's going to be their first major so I really want to see it. It's going to be one of the most important days for them. Meanwhile, SS501 which Kim Hyun Joong is in is rumored to have a fanmeet here also in July 3. Although this fanmeet isn't final yet,it could push through or not.

Before U-Kiss came last March 26-28, there was still no news about this fanmeet. Even after U-Kiss left. I was definite about attending the U-Kiss concert. I even wanted the VIP just so I could see Ki Bum a lot closer although I've already seen him up-close super up-close last March 28. And I'm particularly anticipating the solo's of each member which they usually do in concerts. I was all calm although I still had to find money for it until something came up.

April 16, Friday came and I wasn't online. I was busy reviewing the past lessons for my Korean class. Something was up and I wasn't even aware of it because everyone was all hyper about it to even bother telling me. Only Ate Yollie was nice to even text me where I was. The thing that they were all hyper about was about SS501's fanmeet in July. I've only come to know about it when I opened my twitter. I thought it was just some news about fans hoping for a fanmeet.

So I found out it was a serious news. This is where the problem comes in. I was definite and still am about attending the U-Kiss concert because it's a first. And then with the possible SS501 fanmeet coming,it's giving me a real big head ache. I'm not in a good financial status as of now that's why. I'm really in a ruckus when it comes to money matters since I've spent my money on two SS501 concerts last December and this February.

With the U-Kiss concert,I've already figured out how to get some money for that. But with the fanmeet coming, I don't know where the heck am I going to get money for this! I'm working freelance so it isn't really stable. It won't reach the amount I needed for the U-Kiss concert alone even I earn every penny I get.

Which is the reason why my head is about to burst into pieces for thinking too much of this. I don't know if I should just choose one or maybe I shouldn't attend any of them at all. I hate this. I can't stop thinking what I should do because it's really hard for me to choose.

If only I had my day job,this wouldn't be a problem. But well I've quit my previous day job because I can't take staying there anymore. This thing is pressuring me too since it will make me find a day job soon and fast just to earn money for the two. To be honest, I feel like I really don't fit in an office work since people doesn't understand me. But now maybe I really don't have a choice. Plus I have debts to pay to my mom. I feel bad about myself because of this. And I also need to earn back the savings I've spent for HK and BKK. I also need to earn for a trip to Korea.


Leader,Marumir what am I gonna do?! You're both pressuring me. Looks like I have no choice but go back to working in the office. Well I just hope I find a good job this time. I'm doing this for you guys, for SS501 and U-Kiss. For Kim Hyun Joong and Kim Ki Bum. So keep on motivating me okay. God help me please. I know maybe I spent a little to much last year and early this year so forgive me for that. But this two are really important.

파이팅! 내 SS501 및 U는 사랑이 모든 키스하고 아무 말도 할 수있다! 그래서 하나님 께서 도와 주시기 바랍니다. 감사합니다.

U-Kiss Only One in Manila March 2010

My U-Kiss Only One album. Love the packaging. Thanks Ate Mary.

Close - up of Ki-bum's autograph! Add caption

Lol. It really made my day after all that long hours of standing and waiting. I got an autograph, a smile and a hand shake.

U-Kiss Event March 28,2010 Sunday

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U-Kiss Hang-Over

Here's the photos that I've taken at the U-Kiss Promo Tour

SM Annex / March 28, 2010 Sunday.

Ki Bum!!!!!!!!!!!!

My U-Kiss Experience

U-Kiss Day
Philippine Promo Tour
Day 3
SM Annex

March 28, 2010 – Sunday

I woke up at 8:30 AM a bit late and I wasn’t even able to attend the mass. I was rushing because I really wanted to be there early at SM Annex. I wasn’t actually doing this for myself; I was actually doing for Din. When I got there, SM Annex wasn’t even open but there was a long queue already. When the mall opened, everyone was running. Why am I running it’s not like it’s SS501 who is here? I’m just here to see Ki Bum, Hyung Jun’s brother. But I can’t help but run too. When I got to the fourth floor, there’s already a super long line. I was worried that I might not be able to make it to the 300 fans eligible for the fan sign.

It was already 10:56 AM and where the hell is Ate Mary and Ate Buge. I’m hungry already and I couldn’t leave the line. Finally they arrived, and they bought food for us then Jae also arrived. I was getting kinda impatient because I thought they’re going to sell right away and just give you number but they didn’t. I think it was already 12:00PM when the line started moving. When we got to the cashier, the lady told us we didn’t make it to 300. But then we finally decided that Jae and me just get in since were already there.

The show started 5:00PM; I managed to get a good place on the left side of the stage in front of the railings. Jae, Sab and Kathy were behind me. They came out and the crowd went wild. They started with Manmanhani. Whew, I love this song a lot more now. But I’ve always liked it before. I was really looking at Ki Bum. Man, he’s got super muscular arms. I love him already and he really looks like his brother Hyung Jun. I was screaming as if I was in a concert.



Then next was their version of Backstreet Boys’ As Long As You Love Me. This is a super old song but they made me like it again.



I’m not sure with the title of this song. I think its Take My Love.



PART 1




PART 2

Then they’re finale was the recent hit Bingeul Bingeul. I’m super in love with this song now. I’ve always liked hearing it whenever Hyung Jun plays it at Music High.



After the performance, it’s time for the fan sign. Good thing we didn’t leave when it ended because we still got lucky and got our CD’s signed by one of the members. Jae and I was so happy, I was even jumping when they announced 500 – 600. Because it was supposed to be just 300 and our numbers was 598 and 599.



I was really targeting our dear maknae’s dongsaeng (younger brother) and I got lucky because I got his autograph. And not only that, his sweet pure smile and that hand shake I’ll never forget. Jae got the cute Dong Ho’s autograph. I just tried and luckily the staff didn’t pull me away because there was a girl before me and I just waited. Wahh, he is really more handsome up close. I couldn’t say a word because he might not understand me. I even forgot to make a note that he should tell his brother about their experience and that there’s a lot of Triple S here. I was speechless besides it was really quick there was not enough time.
I really had a great time with U-Kiss. They were such adorable young lads specially Ki Bum of course. They’re so nice with fans too like SS501. I’m sure fans enjoyed their fan service. It would be really nice to see them again in concert the next time. I wanna watch them; I hope I can by that time. Ki Bum really caught my heart there. I mean I’ve seen his brother and they look like twins. But since there’s Hyun Joong in SS501 so I couldn’t really focus on Hyung Jun. Kiss Me fighting!

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By the way, my other Triple S friends prepared something for Ki Bum and the other members too. Din and her friends bought wooden keychain for each member with their name on it. While on our part, bought a leather collar for Choco ( Ki Bum and Hyung Jun’s dog ) with it’s name on it. And added a short note for Ki Bum telling Philippine Triple S supports U-Kiss and another one for Hyung Jun telling him to visit the country with the rest of SS501.

SS501 Sub-unit Dream Date in Manila

Cris had another dream. It’s not actually part 2 of her previous dream about SS501 and the two of us seeing them there in Korea. This time, it’s set here in Manila and Dulce is now included in the picture.

We were watching SS501’s concert in Araneta. We were seated next to the VIP section when Leader noticed my banner. My banner saying MARRY ME LEADER! Even Cris was a bit shocked about my banner. It was Maknae who noticed it first then told it to Leader. So when it was time for their talking time, Leader responded to my banner message. He said he’s going to marry me after the concert. (wow what could be more awesome than this?! ) And in that moment too, Young Saeng noticed Dulce from the crowd.

After the concert, we happened to see the boys again. They invited us for dinner and of course we agreed. Leader was widely smiling at me. And so is Kyu smiling and even kissed Cris on the cheeks. Saengie even told Dulce that’s she beautiful. ( Haba ng hair ni Duls! ) We hopped in their car, the van that they usually use. While inside the car, we were chatting like we’ve known each other for so long. Saengie even sang his Nameless Memory while looking at Dulce. ( Haba haba ng hair ni Duls! )

When went to a traditional Korean restaurant. The boys are so sweet; they’re even serving us three. Meanwhile, Jung Min and Maknae are goofing around again. The dinner was indeed a pleasure for all of us.

After the dinner, Saengie gave Dulce a pair of his earrings. ( Dulce lagot ka sa mga maka-Saengie! ) Saengie told her to take care of it and that’s he’s happy to have met her. He hopes he would see her again. ( Dulce lipat ka na! )

Meanwhile, Leader was smiling at me again and saying that he’s happy to see me again. (I’m gonna go crazy already!) Then I told him if I could hug him. So we hugged tightly like it’s his first time to hug a girl. I was smiling brightly during this time. We really missed each other.

While were busy with our business with Leader and Saengie. Kyu asked Cris to go with him behind the car. But then we followed them so we saw what happened. Kyu kissed Cris on the lips. (Smack, wowwwww! ) Then he was suddenly embarrassed.

After the dinner they drove us home and they hope that we will see each other again.

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Korea Dream Escapade

Cris had a dream last night about Korea and SS501. All of us in the chat room planned to go to Korea, but it was only the two of us who was granted a visa. We finally stepped foot in the land of the morning calm and the land of our boys SS501. We immediately went to our hotel to settle our stalking plan.

We heard that they’ll be performing at SBS Inkigayo so we went there as fast as we could. They performed Love Like This and Green Peas. After their performance, we followed them backstage with our translator. Imagine we were able to get that close to them, there were no guards. And then Cris suddenly called Kyu’s name and the five of them looked at us.

The two of us was super happy about what we are seeing. Cris even told me earlier when she was telling us the story that I looked super star struck at Leader, I was staring at him. So we gave our gifts to them and to our respective favorites. When I gave my gift to Leader, he smiled at me – as in a super wide happy smile while Cris also gave her gift to Kyu Jong. We were about to leave when Kyu said something. According to our translator, Kyu said something like wait. And then he approached Cris and gave her a heart necklace with his picture in it. Ohhh Kyu Jong is just sweet as ever. Meanwhile, Leader approached me and gave me a picture of them with a dedication written on the back and then he kissed me on the cheeks! Omo! I’m the luckiest person on earth; at least I got to be kissed by Leader even though it’s just a dream. So Leader is my first kiss. Wow!!! I can’t help but smile at this beautiful dream that Cris had. Leader kissing me on the cheeks, oh my God!And that moment that we had with the five of them backstage is just simply overwhelming.

That’s how our trip to Korea ended. We came home to Manila all smiles.

- story as told by Cris.

Basic House Unicef Interview of KHJ @ YEH

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Basic House Kim Hyun Joong and Yoon Eun Hye for Unicef " Never Alone " CF

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Leader solo - Please Be Good To Me Persona Seoul Encore Feb 27, 2010

MY GOD, I'M GOING CRAZY WITH LEADER. I'M HAVING PALPITATIONS WHILE WATCHING THIS.

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Kara Music Bank Comeback Stage Lupin + Umbrella

I love the outfits and the performance. This is way way better than Mnet's.

Thanks Leighn for this nice video.

Leader in Samsung Card CF.

SUPER KAWAIIIII!

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4D Leader and Mal the Horsie.

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They're two of the noisiest, wackiest people I've ever seen.

PERSONA IN BANGKOK MEMORABILIA

Persona in Bangkok Merchandise

The others here are freebies from Triple S Indonesia, they were really nice people. And others from Triple S of different countries like Thailand,China.

Tony Moly Poster.

I wish this is bigger so I can place it on my door.

I so want a poster like this and now I have it. This is free, it was given to us before the concert started.

Rebirth and Collection Poster

I got this for free when I bought SS501's ST 01 in Bangkok.

SS501 1st Asia Tour Persona in Bangkok Feb 12, 2010

Some pictures I took at the Persona in Bangkok. I didn't take much since I love taking fancams better.

During Green Peas

LEADER!!! I love this blue blazer on him.

Hyung Jun Persona Bangkok Spazz

I like the song although he's my least favorite

I hate his hair.

Maknae during his solo

Deja Vu

Trip to Bangkok - SS501 1st Asia Tour Persona in Bangkok

14 Feb 2010 Sunday

Last Day
Departure to Manila

We weren't able to sleep early because of the after effects from the concert. I'm sure it wasn't only me who was disappointed not to see Jitjoong in Bangkok. Anyway, Leader is still Leader with or without Jitjoong.

We were supposed to check out the mall near Luxor. But the hotel staff misunderstood and arrange the shuttle for us to the airport. So we were at the airport so early before 12:00NN. This is what I ate for lunch. It's curry rice with salted egg. The rice is so good. I made the right choice ordering this.

Suvarnabhumi Airport

While we were at the restaurant inside the airport.She and Grace spotted this Human Torch look alike at a nearby table. They took a photo of him. They were giggling at the guy. He really looked like Chris Evans but he's short.

Just a few minutes after Human Torch look alike left, another good looking but Asian guy arrived with a girl though. At first he looked Korean to me. But then according to Kate who was eavesdropping said he's Thai. I thought I was the only one who noticed him but then everyone was also looking. The guy even caught me looking at him. I was so silly. Kate was so obvious eavesdropping at them. But well they managed to take a picture of the handsome Thai tour guide.

We were hoping we could see Jung Min at the airport. We checked the flights to Korea and there's only two 11:00PM and 11:30PM. It's 11:30PM flight since he followed the original flight back to Korea via Thai Airways. We were looking for the check-in counter of Thai Airways but we only saw the check-in for economy flights which of course isn't his flight.

Finally some Thai TS approached us because of Kate's Leader fan displayed while we were seated. They said they also came to wait for Jung Min. We finally found the check-in counter for the Royal Thai Airways which was near entrance 1. I was actually losing hope, what if he comes in the other entrance. Kate and I even went out to look out for gray van's passing by.

After some hours of waiting, the guards asked us to line up. So this is it, Jung Min was really coming in through entrance 1. And then there he was coming our from the van and people started screaming and running after him.Jung Min is such s sweet surprise since when I first saw him, I didn't find him handsome. But he's really handsome in person, I've confirmed it twice in HK and Bangkok.

I didn't know what happened next but I found myself running after him. If it was Leader,I'm sure I would have done the same thing or something more crazy.

Here's the fancam of Kate and mine.





This is a scary scene since people might hurt other people. I never imagined myself that I'd be part of the fan girls commotion in the airport because of idols. Oh well, it was a great experience being in this scene though. I kinda hated the four boys because they changed their flight to Seoul on 13. But anyway, Jung Minni you're officially my number two now.

So this is how I ended my last day in Bangkok. But I wish I should have gone to Seoul Encore than Bangkok. It was still one of my unforgettable moments.