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What About Kennedy

This is supposed to be What about Brian, the new tv series on ABC but this has given me an inspiration to write this.

What about Kennedy. Kennedy, was a classmate of mine during highschool so we've known each other for quite a long time now for almost 8 years. So what about him that's so interesting? I don't know if there is really something interesting about him. Maybe it's just me, so dumb being stuck with him until now. So dumb to even believe he'll ever change.What's with him that makes me still and can't leave his sight?Maybe that's because I was so stupid that I fell for him.

It was all my fault because I allowed this to happen. First mistake, I fell for him. Second, i tolerated him. Third, I tolerated him a lot more. Fourth, I assured him that I'll always be there. And lastly, I am still in love with him til now.

He's a sucker at being insensitive. He's very good at this. He never says sorry and seldom says thank you. He doesn't even appreciate all those things I've done for him.I know he gave me a watch but if it were'nt for the favor I did for him I'm absolutely sure he wouldn't do it. Let's face it, people most of the time don't do something willingly without any reason at all. And he's absoulutely one of those.Or we went out once for him to treat me at Starbucks. He would surely refuse if thre were'nt any reason of him doing it.

If I'm quite mysterious then he's a lot more mysterious than me. Whenever I ask him about him and YOU KNOW WHO, he immediately changes the topic.He's so unpredictable and it's so difficult to figure his whirwind brain and personality. He's the kind of person who has lot of excuses ready. He never wants to be the one who is working hard for someone. He does things always with a reason.He never wants to feel sorry or to feel ashamed.He acts like he's gooa at evrything. He's so proud of himself and feels like he's the best looker in the world.But one thing's for sure, he is my first love but I hope to leave this feeling out in the dark sooner than later.

ichiruki forever!!!

"Stay With Me"
Danity Kane
The Ichiruki Theme Song

[Verse 1]
Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere
I Reach Out, For You, But Your Not There
So I Stood, Waiting, In The Dark
With Your Picture, In My Hands
Story Of a Broken Heart

[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

[Verse 2]
I'm Trying And Hoping, For The Day
When my touch is enough
To Take The Pain Away
Cause I've Searched For So Long
The Answer Is Clear
We'll be OK if We Don't Let It Disappear

[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's it Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

[Verse 3]
I've searched my heart over
So many many times
No you and I, is like no stars to light the sky at night
Our Picture Hangs Out Of Tune
Remind Me Of The Days
You Promised Me We'd Always
And Never Go Away
That's Why I Need You To Stay

[Chorus]
Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

[Fades]
oooo.. oh oh
don't leave
so I stay waiting in the dark...

ichigo kurosaki: my new love.hehe...

Just So You Know
Artist:Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
I wonder why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

mmoooh

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know


****Just So You Know and Tell Him is dedicated to him. You know who you are even if you really don't care.

Tell Him
Reverse version of Tell Her
Artist:Jesse McCartney

I know how it feels
To wake up without him
Lying here all alone
Just thinking about him

I can't believe
His hold on me
It's something indescribable
I know he knows
But won't you please

If you see my guy
Just tell him i miss his smile
Tell him I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing that i could never live without
Oh oh oh oh
Tell him I love him
Oh yeah
Just tell him I love him

The way that he moves
You know what it does to me
When I catch his eye
I can hardly breathe

Still can't believe
His hold on me
He's just so indiscribable
I know he knows
But won't you please

If you see my guy
Just tell him i miss his smile
Tell his I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing that i could never live without
Oh oh oh oh
Tell him I love him

Every time that I'm around him
I just go to pieces crushing, tumbling to the ground
I'm so glad I found him

I know how it feels

If you see my guy
Just tell him i miss his smile
Tell him I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing that i could never live without
Oh oh oh oh
Just tell him I love him

If you see my guy
Just tell him i miss his smile
Tell him I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
Cause I know when he
Holds onto me
He's the one thing that i could never live without
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
And tell him I love him
Just tell him I love him

What About Now
Artist: Chris Daughtry
Album: Daughtry
Year: 2006


Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
What About Now Lyrics
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

"Hope is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense regardless of how it turns out."



"Become a possibilitarian. No matter how dark things seem to be or actually are, raise your sights and see possibilities -- always see them, for they're always there."
Norman Vincent Peale

Abstract. Letters. Numbers.


Ngayon ko lang napansin na ang sukatan pala sa kakayahan ng tao ay sa pamamgitan ng galing nia sa abstract.Since kelan pa kaya na naging sukatan ito ng katalinuhan?! Eh di sana dapat me abstract subject na din sa mga university at colleges para pag grumaduate cla magaling sila sa abstract at maipapasa nila ang mga lecheng abstract exam nila.Eh di pag ganun madali sila magkakatrabaho.Di ba?!Logical talaga tong sinasabi ko. At bakit kelan pa naging useful ang abstract sa workplace. Mag-sosolve ka ba ng abstract pag nagtratrabaho ka na?!Absolutely not!maiimprove ba nyan ang performance at personalidad ng isang tao?! Hindi rin.Kung maibabalik ko lang ang panahon,di sana prinopose ko magkaron ng abstract subject ng lahat ng estudyante eh matuto at maging handa sa mga abstract exam nila.


Sa tingin mo kung tatanungin kita, ano ang tawag sa paso sa kamay?English ah pero ang pamimilian mo lang eh mga letra.first letter nun sagot na word.cge nga madali ba yan?hindi ba hindi?!pero di ko cnasabing gawin nilang super dali.ang sinasabi ko lang maging reasonable naman sana. Eh panu kung iba ung tawag dun na alm mo eh di iba sasagot mo.Bat di na lang gawing salita talaga.Sinasadya ba talaga nilang gawin xa super komplikado para wlang o konti lang makapasa?!


Math,isa sa mga isinusumpa kong salita. Kung ang inaapplyan mo eh clerk at pag-eexamin ka ng exam na me what is the 3/4 of blah blah.me sense ba xa?magiging useful ba to sa pagiging clerk mo?hindi xempre.mag-cocompute ka ba ng 3/4 3/5 putang ina sa pagiging clerk mo.Hindi! Di mo naman kelangan yan eh bast marunong ka ng basic,+ - x / sapat na dapat un.pero anu ba ang hinahanp nila ung marunong ng mga yan?!di ba napaka-illogical?!pwede pa cgruo kung architecture,engineer,chem eng,pahrmacy ka whatever o nursing eh hindi nmana eh.


Sila ba,pinagdaanan kaya nila ito?!sa tingin ko hindi pero bakit ganun na lang sila kung magpahirap ng tao.hindi naman nila alam ang pakiramdam pero patuloy pa din sila.


naiiba talaga ang mundo.nakakainis.kasalanan ko nga ba na di ako naging magaling sa math,abstract at sa letter letter na yan?!Cum Laude ako pero di diayn nasusukat ang kakayahan ko at ng iba pang tao. Di jan nakikita ang kaya gawin ng isang tao at lalong di dyan nakikita ang talino.


Msakit para sakin ang ma-reject na sunud sunud dahil sa di ko naipasa ung exam.Sinasabi ba ngayon nila na bobo ako dahil di ko mapasa nag exam nila?!pero bakit me mga taong di nakapag-aral di tapos ng college sa tingin mo kaya nila yun xempre hindi pero nagtagumpay sila dahil me talento sila matalino sila at kaya nila .di dahil sa abstract,simple arithmetic at letters.