All This Time
Six Part Invention

I lie awake

Thinkin of the days gone by

Wishin that your still here with me, baby

I was wrong

And now your gone

Please here this heart of mine

Hear me callin' *

whenever you're around me

I feel different in your arms

With the way you touch me

I feel the love that last a lifetime **

your love so true

And i never knew

That its you i need

All this time

You see these tears

That keep fallin from my eyes

Wishin that i never let you go my baby

Take this heart

Fill me with your love

Please hear these words of mine

Hear me callin' * **

All this time

All this time

All this time....

hooo!tapos na final defense,actually semifinals un pero ganun na din un final defense na din.ayos naman siya,apat na professors from UP at isa from FEU, ang prof. namin sa debate. Di naman nakakkaba kc parang museum type ang ginawa parang mga paintings un mga thesis namin tas magtatanong cla pag me di cla maintindihan.ty talaga ke GOD kc di nia kmi pinabayaan.kahit di na kmi mapili sa 3 ok lang masaya na ako na napasama kmi dun sa mga ng-final defense.slamat ke GOD sa experience.

february 14,07

hai naku.ni ha ni hoi di xa nagttxt kanina ah.inerase ko na nga lahat ng txt nia ung mga natitira tinaggal ko na.tas nun nanonood ako princess hours biglang nagtxt sabi ko cnu kya to xa lang pala.baka kc kanina busy cla baka galing siya cavite di ba nagdinner pa sila tas after nun... di ko tuloy alam kong maniniwla pa ko sa kanya o hindi kasi alam ko naman na di magsisinungaling si joanne sakin eh.wla daw siya ka-date binati nia kc ako kya natanong ko na.asus if i know ayaw lang nia sabihin ung totoo sakin pero alam ko na no need.sabio ko pa nga cguro ang dami mong chikas jan?!bakit?malay ba natin!saka sabi ko di ka na nagpapakita sakin ah bast awag ka lang magpapataba.sabi nia payat na nga daw siya.sus kelan pa!me nag-aalaga nman sa kanya ayaw lang aminin.is adin siyang malaking ewan talaga sobra.napakasinungaling niya kung totoo nga na cla pa.

my another love.haiiiiii...ang gwapo nia no!magaling din siya kumanta,sumayaw,magpiano at model pa.siya si prince gian or prince lee shin sa princess hours!!siya si joo ji hoon,MBC best performance award winner for an actor!galing hai!

Jacket

February 9,2007

Napanood ko ung MMK episode na Jacket nila Rica at Zanjoe na sa Korea pa nag-shoot. Sosyal talaga di ba?!pero sobra akong na-touch sa story ni April which was played by Rica Peralejo.In fairness and yaman nia para pumunta pa ng Korea para lng mag-isip di ba?!Tapos ung pagkikita nila ni Mark played by zanjoe parang napaka-destiny like ganun kc of all places ang laki ng mundo tapos dun pa sila magkakakilala.totally strangers na bigla na lang pinagkita sa di inaasahang panahon. Sana nga ako din makapag-isip ako gay ni April pupunta din ako ng Korea. Hindi kc ako nani2wla sa destiny eh.naniniwla ako sa choice.ang alam ko kc eh ang destiny eh gawa ng choice.choice nila pareho mahpunta ng Korea pero hindi nila choice ang makita at magkakilala di ba?!cgro nga there is such thing.nakokornihan kc ako sa ganyan eh lalo na pag sarili ko.napaka-drama and bittersweet ng story ni april and mark.strangers na nagkakilala sa di inaasahang panahon.ung panahon pa na parehong meron clang ibang dahilan sa pagpunta dun.sana nga ganyan din ang mangyari skain ung bigla na lang sia darating at makikilala ko ng di ko inaasahan.kc ke &%^%##$ di na ko umaasa pa.parang koreanovela ang story nila.ung nagba-bike cla sa mga puno, sabi ko endless love na endless love ah.tapos pinakita pa nila ung fountain sa lovers in paris.ung cable car,ung snow,ung mga old ancient temples,saka ung una nilang pinuntahan.napakasweet din pla ng Korea noh.pangarap ko tlaga pumunta dyan isa yan sa una kong pupuntahan pag me ipon na ko.huhuntingin ko si kang dong won at joo hi hoon.hehehe.

basta masasabi ko lang cguro me fate nga.dahil kung choice lang di cgro cla magkakakilala.sana amging ganundin ang story ko.kc naun di na ko umaasa sa first love ko.

the rain reminds me of him..
how cold he is,
how gloomy he made me feel
how much tears i shed because of him,
how much damage he caused...
and how stupid i am for still wanting rain!!!"



the rain

know what,i don't really like the rain.the rain causes so much havoc to me. i can't go out cause i will gets my pants wet and the day is all so gloomy and sad.everything is just so irritating.except for the fact that i'd love to stay at Starbucks and enjoy a cup of coffee.that would be really mesmerizing isn't it?!and it would be really lovely to have a nice long sleep if i get so lazy to get a cup of coffee at the nearby mall.these are the only reason why i think the rain is nice.the message above i just saw it written on a desk at school.whoever had written it he or she might have been really troubled by whom he or she was talking to in that message.the rain is so sad that's why we get so emotional at times.we remember things.me,i've been stupid as well for only one reason, i've been so stupid so many times.he was like the rain so cold and so mean.so mean that i even wanted to stop the rain from pouring.so cold because it reminds me of the pretentious things the rain always do.so selfish cause the rain never thinks of the way i do.the rainnever remembers to say sorry.the rain was never good to me.it's not that i'm asking some favors but i think the rain should listen to me too.if the rain needs to be consoled then the rain shouldn't come to me but to the one it should go to.what hurts is that the rain never trusted me.i knew nothing but just simple facts about the rain cause it was so private that i never felt i was a friend.maybe i should just accept that the rain was never my friend but only my benefactor.i hate the rain cause it is so selfish.i hate the rain cause it is so mean. i hate the rain cause it is so damn pretending.i hate the rain cause i hate being used by it. i hate,i hate, i hate.but i still want the rain cause i'm stupid however i will not let the rain pour hard on me ever again.

feb. 3,07

ya!long time no see my blog! We'll there's nothing new about me this day. Aside from the news that confirmed me about something. Ngayon ko lang nalaman na napakaplastik nia pala sa harap ko. Lahat pla ng mga pinaggagagawa nia ay puro kaplastikan lang wlang totoo dun. Hindi naman sa nag-expect ako na me ibig sabihin ung mga ginagawa nia dati pero sana lang wag xang nag-iinarte ng ganun kc ang ayoko sa lahat eh ung pinaplasyit.sabagay hindi ko naman siya masisisi eh,natural na yun kc pag humihingi ka ng pabor kelangan umarte ka para pagbigyan ka.kaya wag xang magpapakita sakin para humingi lang ulit na pabor.ang kinaiinis ko pa bakit sa tuwing tinatanong ko siya tungkol sa kanila eh lagi na lang ayaw pag-usapan.bakit x rated ba yun?bakit kinahihiya ba niya sia?!ah kc ibang tao ako. sabihin na natin na me iba akong dahilan pero hindi naman un dahilan para di nia sabihin.ganun nga talga ang hindi sau hindi talga para sau.pero sana lang wag siyang mag-kukunwari sa harap ko.wag xang lalapit sakin kung me kelangan sia dahil hindi nia ako girlfriend.pumunta sia dun sa taong dapat niang puntahan. ganun lang pala ako sa kanya prang beneficial lang pag wla sia kelangan syempre hindi nia ako maaalala.kya mula naun hindi ko na sia tutulungan.


feb. 5, 07

fuckin day today!pinaghirapan ko yun pero un lang makukuha ko.sana pala di ko na lang pinagpaguran un.kahit naman sana... hindi naman sa umasa ako masyado pero wag naman sana ganun.ganun ba kapangit ung gawa ko.haiiiiiiiiiiiiii...nakakinis talga!!!bwisit!!!kelangan makakuha kami ng mejo mataas taas naman sa thesis.