"It's like climbing a tree, you can never go down when there's no stairs"... berns

these words were from my classmate Berns just a few weeks ago. I suddenly realize that he was very right in saying this. when you climb a mountain or a tree you need a rope or a wooden stairs to help you go down or else evrything will be harder on you or you might even get yourself hurt if you don't have something to help you go down.

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i realize that i'm still in that situation that i myself is the primary reason i can't get out. i'm stuck in that moment forever when no one's forcing me to remain there,it's just me and it's my fault. one can never move on if one doesn't have someone to cling on. one needs another person to pass on that attention. i'm not saying that you have to find someone to replace that person and make him (it's better said in tagalog.) as "panakip butas".what i'm saying is that when you are in a painful and disastrous moment you need someone to console you without the intention that you are just using him to do get someone else out of your stupid head.

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i learned that you should also be open about possibilities. i mean, i myself is a bit cold to guys and i never like the idea of textmate. come on, i never believe that one can fall inlove just by words without seeing each other. we'll see if that's true when that two persons will finally meet eye to eye and if one them is not physically blessed that love love thing in text will quickly out of your sight.that's proven you see though i haven't had any experience but i've heard lots and that's enough. that is why im not encouraging this idea to get myself caught up in a wild situation.what i mean about being open is that we someone comes to you in a nice manner take note, there's no reason to close the door when you see that he's quite serious. you should see ech other firts and not the other way around.

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i am still not over him until now. if i count the years, i think it's almost three years but take note he didn't court me, i was just in the background until now. the reason why i can't be over him is that there's no one else involve with me right now.that is why i can't go down and i can't move on. i don't if that stairs, or that brifge will ever come my way. if not i think i'll be forever stuck in his background.

My girl, the absolutely favorite korean series is about to air its final episode today at 10PM. Well, i have been and will always be totally immersed with the story of julian and jasmine.it's gonna be sad for me and the huge fans of this series ofcourse. I just really love the unique way of storytelling the events in the story.We have seen supposedly brothers and sisters who fell in love with each other in autumn in my heart but this one is way way much lovelier aside from the fact that it's not dreadfully sad from beginning to end,it's all about crying and they both took their lives what a pity that's why I didn't like it much.With My Girl, they're cousins "daw" and being together for most of the time eventually made them fell for each other. the character of jasmine is not the usual damsel in distress because she's known for being great in telling lies and she is a really happy go lucky girl.While the character of julian is a snob and serious young man,not they type of carlo in lovers in paris,he's much more reluctant in expressing his feelings and that one would never sense his insides.

After being exposed to lots of asian series like lovers in paris,save the last dance,meteor garden,princess lulu etc... I have already come down to one judgment and that is perceiving My Girl to be the no.1 and the best among those that i have seen. Julian and Jasmine are always perfect for each other on cam or not and they really make a good chemistry in romance or in comic acts.

Bye bye My Girl but my girl will always be no.1 and thank you very much for ABS CBN for bringing it to the grounds of the Philippines. Kudos also for bringing Lee Dong Wook here in Manila. We will, as fans will always remember the shy and gracious Lee Dong Wook as Julian and the ever jolly Lee Da Hae as Jasmine.